THE END

i've promised myself that once i've reached 21 years old, i shall create a brand new blog.. so..yeah.. this is it... on 24th of January, i'm officially a 21-year-old ahjumma! *google that*

nothing special or extraordinary about this post.... TETAPI.. i found something interesting enough to be included in my last post .. so here it is..

you might find me too random or desperate or crazy or loco or just plain weirdo.. think whatever, i don't care~~ but look at that picture again... it kindda inspire me to be bold and beautiful.. so i'll answer why my life is always complicated ...

1) MISS SOMEBODY? -I'd love to call.. but! i don't have the number *lameeee

2) WANNA MEET UP? -Hell yeah! but its just too far away *super lameeee

3) WANNA BE UNDERSTOOD?- I'd love to explain everything to him.. but he's just gonna get the biggest shock in his life.. everrrrr!!

4) HAVE QUESTIONS?- I do! why is it sooooo hard for me to get over you??? you're always.. there.. someway, somehow..

5) DON'T LIKE SOMETHING?- yeah! of course.. i don't like it when you have no idea at all.. ABOUT EVERYTHING!! !

6) LIKE SOMETHING?- of course.. its you..

7) WANT SOMETHING?- i just want you to know! and answer me.. im prepared for a NO btw..

8) LOVE SOMEONE? - this is tricky~~

i think "Nobody will know what's going on in your mind" kindda inspire me to actually have this post as my last post on this blog.. So, im pretty sure.. as im turning over a brand new leaf, i should just forget about this crap and let fate decides..*i believe too much in destiny! didn't i?? * .. so yeah... this post is all about you, imran.. and i just hope that oneeeeee fineeeeeeee day u'd be reading this..

since i'm not getting any younger *i sounded as if i just celebrated my 51st birthday*.. i just hope.. if he is not the right person for me.. give me a sign dear God.. i don't wanna wonder anymore.. i think that's it... im 21.. and i am no longer the innocent stupid girl i used to be.. i just gotta move on.. i know, it's not like there's anything going on between me and him in the first place.. but its more of like a battle with myself... the fact that i have this all written here, wouldn't make a big difference anyway.. but at least.. here's to a fresh start.. =)

ps: thank you all reader who have been with me through thick and thin.. truly appreciate it.... once i have a new blog... i shall inform all of you..

my new blog will be entirely on my new life as an "adult", friends, family, law school and other events that will take place in the future... wish me luck peeps.. love ya lots! xoxo

Cheers to the WATER DRAGON, sincerely from METAL HORSE! *that's super random*

Lots of Love,

D

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FUTSAL-PIALA PENGARAH PUSAT SUKAN

or whatever it's called... the girls, i meant G.I.A and CHEESE KICK did their best for yesterday's match though very few supporters came and im still proud of them! *happy tears*... but.. the whole game was terrible i tell you.. you know with the organizers being soooo immature.. like seriously! even small kids can think wisely.. unlike these people..

you see.. what kind of organizer would record each and everyone of the players and ask them.."kalah ke?? kalah ke??" that's one bullshit that happened...

then, secondly.. what kind of organizer lost their first aid kit? like seriously people??? you've gotta be kidding me!!!! that's one of the most important thing for you to have when u organize this kindda event.. but i guess you people weren't that smart after all... and when i was busy shouting about the missing first aid kit that miss organizer started talking about ambulance! WHATTTTTHEEEEFUCCKKKK???!!!! ARE YOU STUPID?? OR DEAF??? OR BOTH???!!!!!

thirdly, what kind of organizer would demoralized MY team and start screaming like a bunch of idiots "PADAN MUKOOOO!!" and to make it worst they start giving hateful remarks to these girls using loud-hailer or whatever u may call that thing.. when the other team scored! like seriously?

you see, its good enough that we were there to support your event! and we gotta pay RM 80 per team.. that's good enough! but the thing is.. we don't mind losing at all. that's the beauty in playing sports. the only issue is, with the attitude of the organizers .. being biased is another thing which i don't think i have to mention here because they were beyond reasonableness! those girls were pushed, and fell down real hard and the referee did absolutely nothing.. so i think having stupid referees is normal, even in real games you'd encounter that kind of stupid people! but by having stupid immature organizers, i have to say, its the first for me!!

since i have all the time in the world, let me tell you about the wholeeeeeeee event, you see, our team.. ouh wait.. before i go any further.. I AM NOT THE PLAYER.. BUT! I AM THE PROUD MANAGER! TEHEEEE! anyhooo.. back to serious business.. our team gotta split into two groups since there were very few groups for the ladies.. so ok.. we can tolerate that, we gotta divide cheesekicks into two. since i couldn't be there physically, i texted them and informed them clearly that we'd divide cheesekick into 2 and their group names are 1) G.I.A and 2) L.R.A and i've made it clear for the idiots to understand, but to my surprise! they still couldn't understand the most simple instruction!! and these girls gotta play as 1) CHEESE KICK and the other one is G.I.A...so ok fine.. that's a small matter, we can still handle it...

then yadaaa yadaaa yadaaaa... then those bullshit happened..so yeah.. conclusion, we're so annoyed and pissed off over these immature sickening piece of shit! so, i would love to advice anyone who would wanna join these kindda event, please know who'll be the organizing committee first, whether people who can organize well or just some idiots who organize the event just to pass their event managing course, which! i can say should get a D-! so yeah~ i think that's all i can say about yesterday's match.. despite all the bullshit that happened, the girls made it through to semi-final! and that's why i am sooo proud of them! yehaaa!


ouh p/s: and yeah, i don't know what's your issue with people from law faculty... but just to make it clear to you.. YES WE ARE FROM LAW FACULTY AND WE DON'T LET IDIOTS LIKE YOU TO BULLY US! THANK YOU! and i think you were in the greatest horror in your life since there are real girls who are daring and cool enough to stand out against any bullies or discrimination or whatever piece of crap you people did yesterday! so yeah! WE'RE COOL LIKE THAT!

lots of love,
D

LIBRARY BOY

ngeh3~~ ok he's just being nice dyana.. he's just being nice~~

english class

its funny when my lecturer said

: "your grammar and vocabulary..hrmmm.. is TERRIBLE"

yeah.. thank you for emphasizing the TERRIBLE part.. the funny thing was.. she was so nice enough to control her voice so that the my other classmates wouldn't be able to hear her... but it kindda slip through her vocal chord i guess.. when it comes to TERRIBLE.. suddenly its all loud and clear.. ahahahaha.. thank you for your kind words.. i'll improve myself! seriously.. i am well aware that my english is terrible and i need lots and lots of improvement... i'll try whatever i can.. =D

lots of love,

D

DEAR I...

no people... that's not a grammatical error... it is "DEAR I" so, go figure...

if only i can see u... though just a glance.. it'll be enough... then you can return back to WHEREVER you belong to by the end of this week.. =)

with lots of hope,

D

you don't come around messing with my life now like what you did to my past. enough is enough!

at times like this... when i feel like crying.. but i couldn't find a shoulder to cry on since im too busy proving to others.. ouh yeah.. im the toughest person. i don't cry. boohoo.. well now.. i don't think acting all strong is a wise decision here, dyana.

i feel like crying. i have no one that i could turn to. i know my friends are all there for me. but i know they're busy too. they have their own stuff to settle. they have their own life!

i need someone to talk to. why do i feel like law school is getting tougher by the day. what have i gotten myself into.

i have so many things to do and study. but so little time. somebody help! the fact that i couldn't understand my land law is just burdensome! there are plenty of things to read!! gosh! this is only the 4th week of second year. god knows what else is in store for me!

but then. now im gonna be that psycho lady everyone is tired of. i was too busy worrying that i couldn't find where to begin with all the workloads. so i do nothing. and i start stalking. YOUR profile. and i saw your picture. well.. surprisingly, i felt as if half of my worries and stress just flew off to far far away land.

well.. just ignore me. maybe it is the time of the month where i get all emotional, mushy2, anddddd too sensitive. maybe. just maybe.

lost,
D

THE

i notice my title lately starts with THE!

i gotta change! its LAMEEEEEEEEEE

the lame me,
D