May You Rest In Peace Dear Friend

Syazwan Asyraf... may you rest in peace... and semoga ditempatkan dikalangan orang-orang beriman..

i have some words to say... i rase bersalah yang amat sangat sekarang nieh.. i've been delaying to visit you in the hospital till u leave us.. when you were admitted in Slim River i thought that it was too far for me to reach there.. so i hold it.. then you come nearer to Sungai Buloh but then i was still in UM and i still delay my visit until they decided to transfer you to Selayang... later they said that there's some improvement.. i guess i take things for granted... and that is when you left us for real.. i thought that you're getting better dear friend.. why can't you just wait a little and fight all the way through? well.. i guess Allah loves you more.. but the guilt deep within is just.. arghhhh!!! for not spending my time visiting you just makes me feel guilty.. though you don't know spe datang because you still haven't regain your consciousness.. but the thoughts that count..

you were my adek homeroom back in kkb remember? and in tgb the only thing we did was fight and keep on fighting.. but nothing serious.. and the fact that you're gone is really really... how should i put this.. ermmmm.. i feel like someone just punch me in the face...terkejut sangat.. because i thought you're getting better... mmg btol larh.. ajal maut di tangan tuhan...

syazwan, whatever it is... we're gonna miss you... and rest in peace buddy~

Lots of Love,

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