its driving me crazy

na michuganda!!!!! im going crazy! ini bukan mainan semata2 or tipu2 pnye cerita... this is freaking true people.. dah larh.. tolong larh.. don't appear in my dreams anymore.. dah 3 kali dh nieh... please.. jaebal!!!!! im begging u.. i feel suffocated! i rimas!!!! it's like i obses sgt dgn u... just go.. please.. T_T

i don't know who to blame.. i wanna blame myself but then.. what did i do? its just helpless.. then if i wanna blame you.. lagi larh! u don't even know what's happening to me.. how crazy i've gotten just because of you.. i seriously feel like an idiot.. big time!

i don't know.. i just don't know... somebody..pull me out of this.. please..

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