Wednesday, October 5, 2011

at times like this... when i feel like crying.. but i couldn't find a shoulder to cry on since im too busy proving to others.. ouh yeah.. im the toughest person. i don't cry. boohoo.. well now.. i don't think acting all strong is a wise decision here, dyana.


i feel like crying. i have no one that i could turn to. i know my friends are all there for me. but i know they're busy too. they have their own stuff to settle. they have their own life!

i need someone to talk to. why do i feel like law school is getting tougher by the day. what have i gotten myself into.

i have so many things to do and study. but so little time. somebody help! the fact that i couldn't understand my land law is just burdensome! there are plenty of things to read!! gosh! this is only the 4th week of second year. god knows what else is in store for me!

but then. now im gonna be that psycho lady everyone is tired of. i was too busy worrying that i couldn't find where to begin with all the workloads. so i do nothing. and i start stalking. YOUR profile. and i saw your picture. well.. surprisingly, i felt as if half of my worries and stress just flew off to far far away land.

well.. just ignore me. maybe it is the time of the month where i get all emotional, mushy2, anddddd too sensitive. maybe. just maybe.

lost,
D

1 comments:

.::meanieninie::. said...

hunnney. I am so sorry if I wasn't there for you in your most needed time, maybe i terlepas pandang. :( if ade pape betul you need somebody, ckp je, kita boley chat, okay? kene buat dinner/breakfast date or something :)

i know you are having your rough time sekarang, i'm so sorry to hear that. but one thing i know about you is you are one tough girl, you'll make it work. slowly, if not fast, step by step if not one way through. the effort is what matters, keeps you distracted about the outcome that it will produce. :)

turn to your love ones, pray that you'll get through this, Insyaallah you'll be just fine. Remember you are not alone at this :)

love you lots! <3