i've promised myself that once i've reached 21 years old, i shall create a brand new blog.. so..yeah.. this is it... on 24th of January, i'm officially a 21-year-old ahjumma! *google that*
nothing special or extraordinary about this post.... TETAPI.. i found something interesting enough to be included in my last post .. so here it is..
you might find me too random or desperate or crazy or loco or just plain weirdo.. think whatever, i don't care~~ but look at that picture again... it kindda inspire me to be bold and beautiful.. so i'll answer why my life is always complicated ...
1) MISS SOMEBODY? -I'd love to call.. but! i don't have the number *lameeee
2) WANNA MEET UP? -Hell yeah! but its just too far away *super lameeee
3) WANNA BE UNDERSTOOD?- I'd love to explain everything to him.. but he's just gonna get the biggest shock in his life.. everrrrr!!
4) HAVE QUESTIONS?- I do! why is it sooooo hard for me to get over you??? you're always.. there.. someway, somehow..
5) DON'T LIKE SOMETHING?- yeah! of course.. i don't like it when you have no idea at all.. ABOUT EVERYTHING!! !
6) LIKE SOMETHING?- of course.. its you..
7) WANT SOMETHING?- i just want you to know! and answer me.. im prepared for a NO btw..
8) LOVE SOMEONE? - this is tricky~~
i think "Nobody will know what's going on in your mind" kindda inspire me to actually have this post as my last post on this blog.. So, im pretty sure.. as im turning over a brand new leaf, i should just forget about this crap and let fate decides..*i believe too much in destiny! didn't i?? * .. so yeah... this post is all about you, imran.. and i just hope that oneeeeee fineeeeeeee day u'd be reading this..
since i'm not getting any younger *i sounded as if i just celebrated my 51st birthday*.. i just hope.. if he is not the right person for me.. give me a sign dear God.. i don't wanna wonder anymore.. i think that's it... im 21.. and i am no longer the innocent stupid girl i used to be.. i just gotta move on.. i know, it's not like there's anything going on between me and him in the first place.. but its more of like a battle with myself... the fact that i have this all written here, wouldn't make a big difference anyway.. but at least.. here's to a fresh start.. =)
ps: thank you all reader who have been with me through thick and thin.. truly appreciate it.... once i have a new blog... i shall inform all of you..
my new blog will be entirely on my new life as an "adult", friends, family, law school and other events that will take place in the future... wish me luck peeps.. love ya lots! xoxo
Cheers to the WATER DRAGON, sincerely from METAL HORSE! *that's super random*
Lots of Love,
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