ThE bEsT dAmN tHiNg

THE END

2012-01-26T01:29:00.008+08:00

i've promised myself that once i've reached 21 years old, i shall create a brand new blog.. so..yeah.. this is it... on 24th of January, i'm officially a 21-year-old ahjumma! *google that*

nothing special or extraordinary about this post.... TETAPI.. i found something interesting enough to be included in my last post .. so here it is..

you might find me too random or desperate or crazy or loco or just plain weirdo.. think whatever, i don't care~~ but look at that picture again... it kindda inspire me to be bold and beautiful.. so i'll answer why my life is always complicated ...

1) MISS SOMEBODY? -I'd love to call.. but! i don't have the number *lameeee

2) WANNA MEET UP? -Hell yeah! but its just too far away *super lameeee

3) WANNA BE UNDERSTOOD?- I'd love to explain everything to him.. but he's just gonna get the biggest shock in his life.. everrrrr!!

4) HAVE QUESTIONS?- I do! why is it sooooo hard for me to get over you??? you're always.. there.. someway, somehow..

5) DON'T LIKE SOMETHING?- yeah! of course.. i don't like it when you have no idea at all.. ABOUT EVERYTHING!! !

6) LIKE SOMETHING?- of course.. its you..

7) WANT SOMETHING?- i just want you to know! and answer me.. im prepared for a NO btw..

8) LOVE SOMEONE? - this is tricky~~

i think "Nobody will know what's going on in your mind" kindda inspire me to actually have this post as my last post on this blog.. So, im pretty sure.. as im turning over a brand new leaf, i should just forget about this crap and let fate decides..*i believe too much in destiny! didn't i?? * .. so yeah... this post is all about you, imran.. and i just hope that oneeeeee fineeeeeeee day u'd be reading this..

since i'm not getting any younger *i sounded as if i just celebrated my 51st birthday*.. i just hope.. if he is not the right person for me.. give me a sign dear God.. i don't wanna wonder anymore.. i think that's it... im 21.. and i am no longer the innocent stupid girl i used to be.. i just gotta move on.. i know, it's not like there's anything going on between me and him in the first place.. but its more of like a battle with myself... the fact that i have this all written here, wouldn't make a big difference anyway.. but at least.. here's to a fresh start.. =)

ps: thank you all reader who have been with me through thick and thin.. truly appreciate it.... once i have a new blog... i shall inform all of you..

my new blog will be entirely on my new life as an "adult", friends, family, law school and other events that will take place in the future... wish me luck peeps.. love ya lots! xoxo

Cheers to the WATER DRAGON, sincerely from METAL HORSE! *that's super random*

Lots of Love,

:::: THE END ::::

FUTSAL-PIALA PENGARAH PUSAT SUKAN

2011-12-18T17:00:00.003+08:00

or whatever it's called... the girls, i meant G.I.A and CHEESE KICK did their best for yesterday's match though very few supporters came and im still proud of them! *happy tears*... but.. the whole game was terrible i tell you.. you know with the organizers being soooo immature.. like seriously! even small kids can think wisely.. unlike these people..

you see.. what kind of organizer would record each and everyone of the players and ask them.."kalah ke?? kalah ke??" that's one bullshit that happened...

then, secondly.. what kind of organizer lost their first aid kit? like seriously people??? you've gotta be kidding me!!!! that's one of the most important thing for you to have when u organize this kindda event.. but i guess you people weren't that smart after all... and when i was busy shouting about the missing first aid kit that miss organizer started talking about ambulance! WHATTTTTHEEEEFUCCKKKK???!!!! ARE YOU STUPID?? OR DEAF??? OR BOTH???!!!!!

thirdly, what kind of organizer would demoralized MY team and start screaming like a bunch of idiots "PADAN MUKOOOO!!" and to make it worst they start giving hateful remarks to these girls using loud-hailer or whatever u may call that thing.. when the other team scored! like seriously?

you see, its good enough that we were there to support your event! and we gotta pay RM 80 per team.. that's good enough! but the thing is.. we don't mind losing at all. that's the beauty in playing sports. the only issue is, with the attitude of the organizers .. being biased is another thing which i don't think i have to mention here because they were beyond reasonableness! those girls were pushed, and fell down real hard and the referee did absolutely nothing.. so i think having stupid referees is normal, even in real games you'd encounter that kind of stupid people! but by having stupid immature organizers, i have to say, its the first for me!!

since i have all the time in the world, let me tell you about the wholeeeeeeee event, you see, our team.. ouh wait.. before i go any further.. I AM NOT THE PLAYER.. BUT! I AM THE PROUD MANAGER! TEHEEEE! anyhooo.. back to serious business.. our team gotta split into two groups since there were very few groups for the ladies.. so ok.. we can tolerate that, we gotta divide cheesekicks into two. since i couldn't be there physically, i texted them and informed them clearly that we'd divide cheesekick into 2 and their group names are 1) G.I.A and 2) L.R.A and i've made it clear for the idiots to understand, but to my surprise! they still couldn't understand the most simple instruction!! and these girls gotta play as 1) CHEESE KICK and the other one is G.I.A...so ok fine.. that's a small matter, we can still handle it...

then yadaaa yadaaa yadaaaa... then those bullshit happened..so yeah.. conclusion, we're so annoyed and pissed off over these immature sickening piece of shit! so, i would love to advice anyone who would wanna join these kindda event, please know who'll be the organizing committee first, whether people who can organize well or just some idiots who organize the event just to pass their event managing course, which! i can say should get a D-! so yeah~ i think that's all i can say about yesterday's match.. despite all the bullshit that happened, the girls made it through to semi-final! and that's why i am sooo proud of them! yehaaa!

ouh p/s: and yeah, i don't know what's your issue with people from law faculty... but just to make it clear to you.. YES WE ARE FROM LAW FACULTY AND WE DON'T LET IDIOTS LIKE YOU TO BULLY US! THANK YOU! and i think you were in the greatest horror in your life since there are real girls who are daring and cool enough to stand out against any bullies or discrimination or whatever piece of crap you people did yesterday! so yeah! WE'RE COOL LIKE THAT!

lots of love,
D

LIBRARY BOY

2011-11-28T19:48:00.000+08:00

ngeh3~~ ok he's just being nice dyana.. he's just being nice~~

english class

2011-11-14T22:18:00.003+08:00

its funny when my lecturer said

: "your grammar and vocabulary..hrmmm.. is TERRIBLE"

yeah.. thank you for emphasizing the TERRIBLE part.. the funny thing was.. she was so nice enough to control her voice so that the my other classmates wouldn't be able to hear her... but it kindda slip through her vocal chord i guess.. when it comes to TERRIBLE.. suddenly its all loud and clear.. ahahahaha.. thank you for your kind words.. i'll improve myself! seriously.. i am well aware that my english is terrible and i need lots and lots of improvement... i'll try whatever i can.. =D

lots of love,

DEAR I...

2011-11-14T21:21:00.002+08:00

no people... that's not a grammatical error... it is "DEAR I" so, go figure...

if only i can see u... though just a glance.. it'll be enough... then you can return back to WHEREVER you belong to by the end of this week.. =)

with lots of hope,

2011-10-15T12:52:00.001+08:00

you don't come around messing with my life now like what you did to my past. enough is enough!

2011-10-05T00:37:00.002+08:00

at times like this... when i feel like crying.. but i couldn't find a shoulder to cry on since im too busy proving to others.. ouh yeah.. im the toughest person. i don't cry. boohoo.. well now.. i don't think acting all strong is a wise decision here, dyana.

i feel like crying. i have no one that i could turn to. i know my friends are all there for me. but i know they're busy too. they have their own stuff to settle. they have their own life!

i need someone to talk to. why do i feel like law school is getting tougher by the day. what have i gotten myself into.

i have so many things to do and study. but so little time. somebody help! the fact that i couldn't understand my land law is just burdensome! there are plenty of things to read!! gosh! this is only the 4th week of second year. god knows what else is in store for me!

but then. now im gonna be that psycho lady everyone is tired of. i was too busy worrying that i couldn't find where to begin with all the workloads. so i do nothing. and i start stalking. YOUR profile. and i saw your picture. well.. surprisingly, i felt as if half of my worries and stress just flew off to far far away land.

well.. just ignore me. maybe it is the time of the month where i get all emotional, mushy2, anddddd too sensitive. maybe. just maybe.

lost,
D

THE

2011-09-15T00:06:00.001+08:00

i notice my title lately starts with THE!

i gotta change! its LAMEEEEEEEEEE

the lame me,
D

the new HER

2011-09-14T23:57:00.002+08:00

one of the Kates is changing into a better person. u know what i mean? she started wearing hijab. that's a good thing! well, i have to admit, she looks better in it! seriously.

you know, when someone's changing, maybe at the beginning they might make some mistakes. so let us all give her some space and not criticize her on that and keep pointing the same thing over and over and over again! its not like she's doing the wrong thing. it was a minor mistake.she's having a hard time herself. and im pretty sure she must have learnt her lesson by now. so lets give her a break aite. =D

the unknown

2011-09-14T23:48:00.002+08:00

it sounded like an horror movie. the unborn, the uninvited, the unknown. yadaa3.. well, there's a girl in my batch who just don't know that i exist. or the fact that i go by the name DYANA. but whatthehell, i shouldn't be mad at her. who do i think i am? im just like her. a nobody. so, its ok. i'll pass that though the moment i heard about this i went all frantic with anger and frustration. but its ok. as i said earlier, i'll pass this. and pretend as if NOTHING ever happened. yes. the nice new me! =P

lots of forgiveness,

the irritating wannabe

2011-09-13T22:59:00.003+08:00

i think anyone who is smart enough should get the idea just by reading the title. yeah, and the temperature is RISING people! its all about the same freaking person. *see! how annoying can annoying be?*

alrighty.. i should start with an introduction. well, there's this person in my faculty who's been so annoying and would never get the hint people gave her. Regardless its the facial expression or some sarcasm. she just wouldn't get it! whether its her nature to block all types of criticism or she's just plain ignorant. either or, she's just the annoying her.

within one afternoon, she managed to piss off quite a lot of people. well yeah, obviously im one of them.

first, woman! *yeah if only you're reading this* i don't know you're doing it unconsciously or intentionally , but from our view its pretty kindda obvious that its the latter. the thing is, we think that the new you actually is not actually THE-NEW-YOU. you get what i mean? maybe its the hair or its the accessories. but i've seen it somewhere, I WONDER WHO.. I WONDER WHERE. and what's with the status on your blog? you're trying too hard to be her is it? and why?? you know sometimes, you just gotta be yourself, im still searching for the real me you know. quotes? well, i know its a free country and you can do whatever you want *referring to article 5 of the FC*. you know what? its up to you seriously, but its sad. i have no rights whatsoever to judge you on this matter because things might just happen accidentally *though im pretty sure its not. * or2 should i say my friend is very inspiring? aaaaaaaaaaa... that should be better! wayyyy better. ok. don't worry.. you're just soooo inspired by her. i got it.. i got~ my bad then. tsk.

you know, if only it ends here, you won't end up in my blog. i don't criticize people on their looks. because i know where i stand. but im soo pissed by some other things you did *which im about to elaborate further*, that it had to.. one way or another be posted here.

next! and its still about the same person. you know what? i think you were extremely rude just now talking to a dear friend of mine. though it has nothing to do with me, but i think you just went overboard. i know your voice is a lil bit higher than any other NORMAL human being. 3 octaves higher i suppose. but your tone plus the way you "dictate" her is just unacceptable. who do you think you are? maybe their leader. i couldn't even be bothered to ask. if you're not the leader, then that's worst! regardless, i don't think that's the best way you know. well, i don't know maybe you need to go to some leadership programme or courses or whatever have you. but i just couldn't accept it!

W- woman F- friend

W: "have you check your email?" with the most irritating tone one could find.

F: "no." *smiling nicely*

W: "CHECK IT! then blablablabla" 3 octaves higher! IN A LIBRARY! -___-

woman! u just gotta stop! stop right there. its a good thing i have that ALL ER with 1000 over pages right in front of my nose. if its a lil bit lesser, you'll get what you deserve. now be thankful to that ALL ER will you?!

than you just HAD to add gasoline/diesel/shell 97 to the fire huh? what's with the look you gave me?! well obviously i don't like that. i know you're smarter than us and you can find whatever given cases within seconds, but what's with the look B****?! i have my limit. its a good thing we're inside that cold freezing library. if we're somewhere outside with that burning temperature, i don't know. i'd turn green maybe? god forbid!

lots of love,

the new monday

2011-09-12T23:32:00.002+08:00

yehaaa! so im back as a STUDENT again! today is our first day as a second year student in law school. what i have to say about it. well, there's nothing much going on. classes haven't started fully yet. so basically everything is about INTRODUCTION and more INTRODUCTION. yeah. that's it.

what else is there to say? hrmmm. well, the juniors. what do i have to say about them? im not sure because we haven't met eye to eye, heart to heart, nose to nose just yet. i've heard few things about them. and that's it. the only thing i want to say is. have a little more respect will you. act like a freshie. no further explanation on that.

what else? i was literally "LAYU" when i got back home this evening. maybe because its been awhile since i've attended lectures and listen to every little thing my lecturers got to say and go all hype up with my girlfriends.

from today onward, this blog will be my diary. officially. well i don't go all wimpy. no2. that's just not me. i'll update anything and everyone is stuck with me. that's it. it's my blog after all. i have all the rights in the world on how i should exercise my power over my own blog. weheee. if you love me, feel free to read and if u don't feel like reading just go. simple. as easy as breathing.

lots of love,

i'm lame

2011-09-11T14:37:00.002+08:00

i've been busy reading my girlfriends blog these past few days since i'm trying to get in the right gear for tomorrow. so i notice something.. IM LAME! gosh~ i am! well at least my girls always have something to say. to talk about with their readers and to share their memories or even their deepest secret. but what on earth am i doing now? rambling about basically NOTHING! and not to forget the lifeless life of mine. i wish things will change once the school re-open. see2! even the choice of word.. school??? SCHOOL?? WOMAN! YOU'RE NO LONGER A HIGH SCHOOL STUDENT BITCHING BOUT YOUR FRIENDS! gosh. somebody hit me!

well i used to share everything i do when i first started blogging. but the lazy bump i am. i stop doing that because its a hassle when i need to upload pictures and stuff. then i start talking crap. and now my blog is officially the trashcan people don't feel like reading at all. i will have the least number of viewers. not to mention, becoming the favourite. tsk.

i need to look at my surrounding and pick on things that are interesting enough that i can bitch about. well i think i was so into "Smurfs" where they practically abuse the usage of the smurf word. i think im doing the same with BITCH.

anyhoo, my class starts tomorrow at 9 and im not ready for it. well at least i don't have to pack anything. come on dyana! where's your spirit?! *long gone* wish me luck loved ones.

p/s: i can never ever ever be an editor ..ever!

UM

2011-09-10T01:12:00.003+08:00

countdown? oh tidak~~ less than 2 days. OMG~ i hate this feeling. i've been too lazy this past few months and to get back on track is pretty much impossible for me at the moment. i need something to boost up my spirit! come on! its never too late~~

[MV|HD] [Karaoke|Engsub] 2PM - Like A Movie

2011-09-08T01:08:00.000+08:00

before i start my new semester this coming monday. i need to at least get the rap part right! i know it's not going to benefit me in any way. but i just feel like doing it. its not a sin. so why not give it a try. i'll upload a video of me rapping one fine day. though its very unlikely to happen. wish me luck loved ones!!!! wuhuuuu! *rapping caps UP!*

2NE1 - UGLY [HD]

2011-09-06T03:22:00.001+08:00

this song! just look at the title. it speaks for me! yeah.. i know where i stand. so don't worry bout me people.

my point is. at first i thought this song is very very VERY DEPRESSING!!! i was expecting some typical song where u keep blaming yourself that you're ugly but in the end you'll end up with someone gorgeous. or you'll go under the knife and whatever have you.. i was expecting a twist. but to my surprise. this song is depressing all the way till the end! ahaha..

at some point i start cursing these girls. you people are pretty enough and why on earth would you sing this kindda song. give it to me! i'll sing it for YG ENTERTAINMENT! i'll do it. they're really pretty especially the girl with the pink mask! and i was like whatthefork???

then! it suddenly hit me. its not all about the the surface. go within dyana! what's hidden. read between the lines.

here, i have the translation with me.

[CL] I’m trying to smile brightly but
I don’t like it
I’m not pretty, I’m not beautiful
Oh oh oh oh x 2

[BOM] I’m trying to sing but
No one is listening
I’m not pretty, I’m not beautiful
Oh oh oh oh x 2

[DARA] Why am I this ugly
What must I do for me to be able to smile brightly like you?

[MINJI] I’m getting angry again, why can’t I ever be perfect
I simply put the blame on my ugly appearance in this broken mirror

[BOM] Don’t look at me, I hate this feeling right now
I want to hide away somewhere, I want to escape
This world is full of lies

[CL] I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly

[MINJI] Don’t tell me that you can understand me so easily
My ugly and crooked heart may even come to resent you

[BOM] Don’t force me to talk, I’m not right for you
The cold thorns inside that patronizing gaze suffocate me

[MINJI] Don’t come closer, I don’t even want your concern
I want to leave away to somewhere, I want to shout out
This world is full of lies

[CL] I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly

[DARA] All alone
I’m all alone x 2

There is no such thing as warmth
There is no one by my side

All alone
I’m all alone x 2
I’m always alone

There’s no such thing as warmth
Next to my side, there’s not even anyone to embrace me

[CL] I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be prety
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly

after going through the lyrics over and over again and watch the video gazzilion times. i think i know what kind of message they're trying to send us. its actually pretty simple. ehemm2.. *puts on my song analysis cap* ok... its like "alright, i know im ugly. that's a fact. i don't lie to myself. and i don't need anyone to suck-up to me trying to make me feel any better. stop hiding yourself. go out there! and actually being ugly, you can still have fun. do whatever you want. don't be afraid of what the world would think about you. just be yourself! and being pretty is not that amazing either. some of these pretty ladies don't even know how to have fun *that's what i interpret when they start spraying those people in black outfits* you can be the QUEEN of crazy ideas and be the fun person in your group. and its okay to be ugly. whatthehell. as long as you know how to live your life and start having fun, you're good to go! " its simple isn't it? if u read the translation alone, you'll find it very depressing. that's why you need to watch the MV as well.. so.. good luck people. and beware, you'll get addicted and the guitar riff is amazing! this whole post is super random. bare with me loved ones.

to let go

2011-09-06T01:00:00.003+08:00

i know im very bad with giving my post a title. but im trying hard here people. yeah. i think i've wrote about three post including this for today. when im missing. you can never trace me. but when im up and about, you'll get tired of me. that's just me.

yeah. i don't think he'll ever read my blog. and god forbids he'll find it and read everything. my good friends, when i say good friends, its not only SE7EN but includes my good friends in kkb especially and tgb, uitm and um.. but!! today, i think the kkbians will have the advantage since they're with me when i had to go through the first crush syndrome! how i miss my 3C peeps.. *aqilah.. its not because u're reading this that i suddenly feel like mentioning you people here, it comes from the bottom of my sincere heart* yeah i do miss them. they're the ones who protect me from monsters and demons in kkb! yeah. believe it or not, back then during my time there were demons in the form of a human. and there were lots of them. and apparently, they're 2 years older than i am.

i remember how my 3C peeps kindda protect me from the evil eyes. we'd walk in a big group and they'll ask me to walk in the middle, though its very much impossible to hide me *since my figure is not a joke people!* but the thought that counts. they're being protective. they might not remember this. but i do. i keep this memory fresh.

well people, that's just the introduction! walla~ LONG HUH? if you agree that this is long, well i suppose you must be a newcomer! my friends are all used to the SUPER LONG post from me. if its too short, then that's weird.

ok~ you must be wondering why do i have all these evil eyes staring and why do my friends had to protect me. its because of that one particular person. yeah. the "I" guy. you people should know by now. duh-uhhh~ i've gotten myself into trouble with hrmmm.. seniors and warden because of him. but i never regret that. that's just a bittersweet memory that i hold on to. yeah i never forgive the demons who gave me a miserable life and for a 15 year- old- kid to bare the humiliation is just cruel and shame on you people. i hope i can protect that old me. but thanks to my friends, they lend me their shoulders to cry on.

after all the hardships *that's not the right word, but i couldnt think of any other words at the moment* what do i get from there? nothing! yeah, i've been fooling myself for so long. its about 7-8 years. i've been waiting for that one person. but who am i kidding. i'm not brave enough to say it to his face "u know what? i've been soo into you for the past 8 years. " *i cannot use "LOVING" because then it'll sound soo cheesy. * if only i can say that. then i'll rest in peace! i just want him to know. officially. i know there's no possible way that i can have him. we're two different people from two different continent! and not to forget, we're two different poles! im north. he's south! ouh wait.. if that's the case, then we'll attract each other.. ok i used the wrong example.. hrmmm.. the thing is.. WE'RE DIFFERENT! so i should let him go. from my memory. heart.

it is the most difficult thing to do. its easier said than done. my friends were telling me.. "dyana! let go. just let go" if only its that easy people. i'd do that long2 time ago. but he's always always in my head. all the time. and now, im starting to suffocate. i don't like this feeling anymore. i've been such a fool for the longest time a person could be one! i need to forget him. not to mention, i never have him in the first place but i need.. i seriously need to delete him. people might think i'm very loyal. but to whom? if its just my side who keeps clapping real hard, it won't benefit me in any way. i'll end up hurting myself. and if its not me who else will help me out?

my friends must be sick and tired of this "ouh dyana balik2 kalau blog mesti psal imran" and trust me people. i am sick of it too. i truly am. and i think i need to see a shrink. badly. ahahaha.. that's how bad it is. yeah i am still laughing over this issue but im a complete mess deep within. dila said that i'll forget him once i find the right person. BUT HOW CAN I FIND THE RIGHT PERSON IF MY EYES,HEAD,HEART NEVER FIND ANYONE IN THE FIRST PLACE?! i'm too busy waiting and hoping! i admit i watch too much korean drama and the effect now has finally taken its toll on me. yeah! happy now?!

i've reached out to durrah and seek for her help. she did give pretty good advice. no, they were excellent! i appreciate it. and again, if only its that easy. do anyone of you watch "honey i shrunk the kids?" i feel like shrinking some of my close friends and send them to my head immediately and untangle all the messy wires in there. i even thought of some stupid ideas. i want him to break my heart. badly. so that he can shussh me away. but durrah said my parents had taken care of me so well, why would i want some guy to break my heart. after giving it some thoughts, yeah she got her point.

i think, its true when people say. *its gonna get cheesy people. so beware* if you love someone, you just gotta let him go. well, since i never have him in the first place. lets just say everything here is happening in my head alright. when i say let go, i mean to let him go and never to think of him again. in my head!!! its gonna get real tough for me. i think, the only way to put a halt to all this is to actually talk to him. if only i stand a chance to talk to him one fine day. i'll just tell him. i hope i'm brave enough. and i hope im not in my shy2 cat mode when i get to see him. i need to be bold and beautiful! ahahhaa.. get it over with..i know he'll be taken aback. but im sorry. i couldn't help it. yeah. and im sorry that im a complete psycho. but he's a nice guy. the worst thing i expect from him is he'll walk away from me. just.like.that. before i could even finish talking.. but im pretty sure he'll never do that!

you see, this is me. i tend to gedik2 and fancy all this hot guys around. but. inside. its a whole different book i'm writing. my friend must have seen me as the most pathetic person ever. but im sorry that im a no fun and stupid kindda person. if only i can walk away. if only i can do that. i would. i would walk away and hit on some other guys. but im too stupid indeed. i admit.. i am stupid. maybe some of my loyal readers must have read alot about him in my blog. and i keep on repeating the same thing over and over again. but yeah! its all back to square one.. im too stupid to move on. its only your stupid crush dyana. don't be too stupid! just forget it! let it goooo!!!!!

till we meet again loved ones.

the road taken

2011-09-06T00:37:00.002+08:00

i think i have this ego disease. my ego is too high up the sky. and since when did this happen? gosh! i need to change. in order for me to be a normal kid. i need to change. stop being too ego dyana.. and let lose a bit.. u're not that ALL THAT to begin with. so where did this ego come from anyway? dyana. jangan berlagak. u ought to change. for the better you~

since i'm starting my new semester next monday. i hope i can be the new me. well u don't need to wait till year end to start with a new year's resolution right? a new resolution can happen anytime as long as you're willing to put your foot forward and march towards it, though you'll find it difficult along the way. just make sure you choose the right path. don't be afraid if the path you choose is still green. its not like you're doing the wrong thing, you're just experimenting something new and is bold enough to head towards your goal. so people! let us all be a better person everyday.

some people might say, just head towards where you're going and never look back. well actually, i have a whole different idea. you need to look back once awhile. look back at the old you. whether you've change into a better person, or did you hurt anyone who's nice enough to walk with you along the tortuous road. yes. u NEED to look back. sometimes, if you're too busy heading forward, you tend to forget everything and the people around you. don't do that dear readers *if only i have one..i don't think i do* you'll only have regrets in the future. you don't want to be all alone when you're at the apex right? appreciate what you have now. that's all from me. till we meet again.

Breaking free

2011-09-06T00:11:00.002+08:00

i need to change! i finally realised that im a boring, lame, not adventurous teenage girl. wait.. that's even worst. i'm no longer a teen.and i spent my teen years being the most pathetic girl ever.. yes. i can live without boys. i'm good with that. i scare them away. but i can't help it. and what are my accomplishments that i can brag about? that i can show to my future kids.."ouh dulu mama blablabla" NOTHING people! NOTHING!

i just want to be good at something. be it studies, music, acting, musical instruments. u name it. but i was such a fool. i left tennis for what? piano. ok then i left piano for what? NOTHING. and now. im a complete nobody! i just gotta break free.

i can no longer stay in my comfort zone. i need to break free badly. but first i have to change myself. i cannot be the shy girl who refuse to do the things she like because of her low self esteem! the older i get the lower my self esteem is. and that is just devastating. i used to mingle around with people. but now, i tend to avoid people. i have nothing to talk about and my brain, my mouth seems to fail on me. and i don't know why. why am i changing into a person whom i thought i'll never be.

sometimes i avoid people. i avoid doing things i love. i avoid being a fun teenager! and for what? what do i get from my stupid attitude? nothing. i regret it in the end. but still, i never wanna learn my lessons.

i thought everything is planned for me. but little did i know, i need to get my hands dirty as well. i cannot just sit back and relax and let other people shape my future. i regret that i did that once. i let people do whatever they want with my life. now, i need to take charge.

but, the only thing that is keeping me from doing it is my self-esteem. because im never a size 2,3 or 4, i tend to think that "ouh, im not good for this.. or that.. IM GOOD FOR NOTHING" that's how pathetic i am. i think sooner or later, i'll be a depress kid. i just need someone to reach out to me and bring me out of this mess.

i need to find myself. i want to be a person who is good at something.. where people can go "Ouh, dyana is very good at blablabla" . i just need to find what's good for me. i need to break free.. *i notice that i've been using break free for so many times already. so you can tell how desperate i am.*

as for now. im struggling with law school. and my cousin once pointed out that i actually have no activity that i like to do during my spare time or to release my overloaded stress. ouh yes people. that's how pathetic my life is. yes i love korean entertainment biz. but that's just what i love. its not that i can dance nor sing like them~ i merely love them for who they are and how good their talents are. that's it. what is the activity that i love? see! can't u tell by now that im such a lame boring person. I NEED TO BREAK FREE!!!!

i think i need to start acting again. i need to polish on my acting of course. i never said that i was a good actor but i CAN act. well, i don't wanna brag but winning an award kindda push u forward. i think i can do it. people once acknowledge me. so i'm not that invisible afterall! but where should i start?

boys+kids=awwwwwwww

2011-01-23T10:56:00.004+08:00

ok!!! here's the thing.. yesterday.. Boo and I became volunteers for ASTAR Caring Day program which was held in our dearest FIRST Residential College at around 9am... we arrived at the bus terminal a bit late so we had to pick kids from the last bus.. so yadaa yadaa... they arrived.. i was sweating since we had to wait for them under the freaking hot sun.. our dearest kid that i picked was Danish Hilman... adorable.. sooo much drama in him..

Boo and I was completely worn out... we had to chase him like EVRYWHERE... pushing everyone else like there's ur favourite food that you're hunting down... but then... suddenly... Danish did us a favor.. he started to become super clingy with one of the guys there.. and we were like... pheeewwwwwhhhh.. we asked him to colour this one book with pictures on it.. but he wouldn't listen... when its that guy who taught him... with ease.. he just gave in.. i was like.. *amazed* but then.. a lil bit of jealousy here and there..

i come to a conclusion.. instead of "YEAAYYYYYY good!" i think.. Danish prefer "pandaiiiiii~" -___- i think my voice is just simply unpleasant to him.. sorry kiddo... u're stuck with me! muahahaha... then what else?

i think that's all... we had a great time though we were worn out.. but! it was all worth the experience... ouh.. bout my title.. i told boo that guys who entertain kids are sooooo adorable!!!! and soooo adorable! ahahahaa... that's all from me dear bloggers.. see ya later alligator!

p/s: more pictures.. ON FACEBOOK!

Lots of Love
D

its driving me crazy

2010-12-30T01:27:00.002+08:00

na michuganda!!!!! im going crazy! ini bukan mainan semata2 or tipu2 pnye cerita... this is freaking true people.. dah larh.. tolong larh.. don't appear in my dreams anymore.. dah 3 kali dh nieh... please.. jaebal!!!!! im begging u.. i feel suffocated! i rimas!!!! it's like i obses sgt dgn u... just go.. please.. T_T

i don't know who to blame.. i wanna blame myself but then.. what did i do? its just helpless.. then if i wanna blame you.. lagi larh! u don't even know what's happening to me.. how crazy i've gotten just because of you.. i seriously feel like an idiot.. big time!

i don't know.. i just don't know... somebody..pull me out of this.. please..

D

Hallyu Wave

2010-12-28T01:07:00.004+08:00

this is super random.. ok... since korean wave/hallyu wave is a big hit nowadays.. so.. i need to play my role! heeee.. those who i need and have to influence =>

Mama- CHECK
Papa- CHECK
Brothers-CHECK
Cousins-some CHECK
Niece-CHECK
Friends-some CHECK

who else?? mak tok?? ok.. don't think so... anyways..among all of the above.. my mama is the best!!!! daebak!!!! chinchaa daebak!!!! she's even better than me.. all sort of new songs.. tv drama.. dye lagi advance dari i.. so i guess.. im a good influencer *though no such word* !!!

LOTS OF LOVE
D

results

2010-12-27T23:29:00.000+08:00

sucks... like big time sucks!!!!!! hate it.. and hate it even more~~~ why ouh why?!!!!!

i just don't get it

2010-12-17T01:50:00.002+08:00

ok~~~ this is not cool... y were you in my dream last night????? why why ouh why???? i wasn't thinking about u earlier on... why were you there??? well i guess im being irrational... but seriously.. why were u there???? i've been trying my very best to ssshhhhhss you away.. but there you were..

i guess u're just gonna torture me right???? *sigh*

LOTS OF PUZZLES,
D

HELLO PARTY PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-12-15T01:04:00.002+08:00

ok..over taw.. entrance nk gempak aje! padahal dah berhabuk dah blog nie! miss me??? *tlng larh.. x de sape pown bace blog kau nieh dyana...* anyways... i miss this blog sooo much! its just that i've been busy with WORK lately since my maid is not around... DANG! i guess i shouldn't explain in detail.. u guys should've got it by now.. yes people! i am doing house chores.. impressed? better be..

alrighty.. where to begin? aaaaaaaaaa.. to tell u the truth..i actually have tons of plans during the holidays.. but! everything has to be cancelled since im pretty kindda occupied at the moment.. *eceyh.. nk gempak aje.. padahal x bnyk mane pown ur work*

i'm not gonna give in detail what house chores do i do exactly from what time to what time because that will surely giveaway WHAT TIME did i actually woke up... heh~ not that easy people..not that easy... ok before my rambling gets any worse...i should stop now... and start talking seriously..

exam! aiseyhman~~ mmg larh HEBAT! study week x nk lame lagi kn.. which im very thankful but at the same time x puas hati jugak... 3 weeks ok.. lame 2h.. so by the time nk exam je.. smue mood membara2 nak exam 2h hilang.. just... like.. that... so bila nk exam mmg relax gler larh... takut cuak nak terkucil 2h x pyh ckp! mmg larh ade deep within.. tapi! apesal malas pown x tau larh.. dye jadi mcm malas gler! nk exam the next day.. the day before boleh lagi tgk tv.. this is soo not me when i was in Uitm... exam dye pulak 3 weeks!!! walalaweyh~~ lame 2h.. but i AM thankful sbb at least i have extra time to study.. yeay me! ouh2 one more.. yg membuatkan kteorg stress gler sbb other law school SEMUA dh HABIS exam.. niceeeee~~~~

ok larh..dh2 larh 2h merungut and MERUNGUT lagi... u'll never know what's gonna happen for next sem.. ur luck might be different... gah!!! so i should bersyukur larh dengan apa yg ada skrng... i mean last few weeks...

that's it for today.. gonna watch Narnia tomorrow... yeayyy!!!

Lots of Love,
D

challenge yourself

2010-11-16T21:55:00.002+08:00

ok.. koreans nieh sbrnye bgus2 belaka... why i say so? before this.. i've been whinning and nagging and complaining of how much i don't like my life in UM.. i've been saying its tough..i can never survive there.. and yadaa yadaa yadaa.. tp kn~ come to think of it.. i should take it as a challenge to improve myself.. (mmg mse nk exam bru kau nk realise kn dyana?!) no2.. tp btol larh.. ble i tgk bnyk drama korea *xde larh bnyk mane* and variety shows kn..and of course MY SUPER JUNIOR members.. i slalu notice dyeorg akn slalu kate..

"ouh its something new for me.. so i should take it as a challenge.. i want to improve myself.. i wanna be well-known and be a world superstar"

as for me x de larh jadi superstar kn.. but be someone better.. so this is the new me.. sempat ke x sempat ke for me to prove it... x kesah... but yeah people! this is the new me!!!! a fighter! *sounds cool u know*

hwaiting dyana!!!!!!

Lots of Love,
D

secure

2010-11-12T03:25:00.002+08:00

i don't know why.. but i like it.. when im in my room and ble i step out of it.. i can smell my dad's tobacco..yes people.. that pipe.. or i can hear my mum's anklet pnye bell kring2 all over...i rse secure! i rse im a kid all over again.. i might be talking crap.... but this one is for sure.. I LOVE MY PARENTS!!!! SARANGHAEYO!!!

LOTS OF LOVE,
D

don't be sooo selfish

2010-11-09T13:31:00.003+08:00

ok~~i tgh panas nieh! ble dh hawt2, blog is where i turn to obviously! ok.. i agk panas dgn 2 benda skrng nieh.. though u might not actually meant it.. but why do u have to start in the first place... gua panas btol! its from the same person...

alrighty... first thing first... ok... i x kesah larh if i hve a boyfriend or x kn... as for now.. it doesn't matter because i have other stuff that can really crack my head.. so to add up other masalah at the moment.. not a good idea... im not saying that bila u couple.. only ade problem..no! that's not what i meant.. but along the way... you'll face all sort of problems kn... im not ready for it yet... and later if i have one.. i want it to be the PROPER one.. no more monkey2 whatever... so! to you in case you're reading this kan...i x respon 2h sbb i don't think its a good idea...and... come on larh.. the way u say it.. its such a turn off! -_______- that is an invitation for god sake.. not a proposal... like whatteheck?! i'm not being demanding.. but i guess i deserve better than that! i don't know maybe i'm the one yg very oldies who wants it to be memorable or whatever crap kn.. but! seriously.... seriously! not gonna happen larh kn.... the fact that u tgh maen2 or whatever ke. put it aside larh.. but! seriously man... what were u thinking.. smlm i malas je nk melenting sbb tgh study.. x nk spoil mood study 2h.. gelak je larh... haaaa.. hari nieh.. start arh nk bising satu malaya.... i didn't ask for like a grand proposal... mcm ade flowers and nice places.. or whatever larh.. just be sincere.. that will do... from u.. i didn't see the slightest sincerity...

ok secondly.. u insist to meet up.. and u knew the fact that im on my study week.. what do people do during study week? STUDY LARH OF COURSE! den.. u said that i'm not gonna study EVERYDAY pown... but since i have so many stuff to cover.. looks like I AM gonna have to use everyday... u can't even understand that...and i can see if i ever get involve dgn u.. its just gonna be a major headache to me because i have my stuff to do and u're not being understanding just won't do it... its a good thing that i ignore ur "invitation" 2h... and when i refuse to meet u.. u jump into conclusion that i don't like u.. and what the crap man?! tolong larh.. u're a friend of mine.. why would i hate u without any valid reason?!!! one thing je larh.. please be understanding... klau u my friend pown.. be understanding... these crazy2 statement of urs is just gonna make me...hate u????

im not making a big deal out of a small things u know.. but girls tend to take these small2 stuff seriously...i guess enough said... if u ever read this post.. seriously man.. no need to ask for confirmation.. it IS for you... -_______-

p/s: or am i still waiting for HIM?

Lots of Anger,
D

another sweet memory

2010-11-06T14:34:00.003+08:00

ok~~ this is still about my late friend.. syazwan.. i remembered smthing... one of his favourite song.. we discovered our fav song happened to be the same... the title is a bit ironic.. THE DAY YOU WENT AWAY by M2M... this was during our Form 1 days.. i sat behind him... and my deskmate and i were singing to that song.. he turned around and said... weyhh! aku suke lagu 2h dowh.. ahahahaa....... can't believe it.. i can still remember...

ouh another one... this was during form 3... since he's my homeroom-mate... (in case you're not sure what that is.. its more like these family system we have in mrsm)...he's the president..im the vice! ahaha... i decided to perform on *im not sure what special event that is* so i drag all 10 *if im not mistaken* of them along.. ahahaha... guess what song did we perform? ahahha.. its BILA LARUT MALAM!!!! ahahha...since i'll be the one singing... so mcm dkt centre larh kn.. *gler spotlight* den.. he was suppose to be my partner... but! he wanted to switch with someone else because he's not comfortable being in the middle.. unlike me! ahahaha.. so i pown switch kn dyeorg... den we had to perform that night... gler menggelabah aku.. but then.. they all did super fine.. and that makes me.. ease up.. those days are the one which we create memories for today...

one thing about this friend of mine during form 3 where the two of us need to work together.. he's kindda easy going.. though i yg slalu demand nk itu ini.. and so many other kerenah.. he's more of the type yg ikut je.. dye x suke kecoh2.. maybe that's why kowt homeroom kiteorg still selamat till the end... and having other responsible members as well.. that helps.. such as.. Nafis.. and Mira and Kireen.. yeah.. those people.. help a lot... i still remember sometimes.. i ade larh marah syazwan bcoz he don't seem to be doing his work like how he should be doing it.. but then.. come to think of it.. i shouldn't do that.. we're only form 3 kids.. flaws and playfulness are acceptable.. but why am i sooo garang dulu? i regret it now... then when we move to mrsm tgb together.. we're no longer close.. *dulu pown x de larh THAT close.. but we do stuff together larh since homeroom kan*... i think what we did was just smile and say hye je to each other.. damn.. he's such a good kid! i wish i could've known him better.. im not trying to seek for sympathy or whatsoever by writing this on my blog.. but... i tbe2 teringat all those memory yg sikit 2h with arwah *i can't believe im addressing him by that name* i yang kenal dye x de larh rapat mane pown rase sdeyh..imagine his close friends.. his parents.. gosh.. its gonna be really hard for them to accept the fact that he's no longer with us...

i think this theory is soo true.. u only appreciate things that is no longer with you... =(

what else? i think that's all... RIP buddy~

a tribute to you.. (sumpah i feel like crying)

Lots of Love,
D

May You Rest In Peace Dear Friend

2010-11-04T17:23:00.002+08:00

Syazwan Asyraf... may you rest in peace... and semoga ditempatkan dikalangan orang-orang beriman..

i have some words to say... i rase bersalah yang amat sangat sekarang nieh.. i've been delaying to visit you in the hospital till u leave us.. when you were admitted in Slim River i thought that it was too far for me to reach there.. so i hold it.. then you come nearer to Sungai Buloh but then i was still in UM and i still delay my visit until they decided to transfer you to Selayang... later they said that there's some improvement.. i guess i take things for granted... and that is when you left us for real.. i thought that you're getting better dear friend.. why can't you just wait a little and fight all the way through? well.. i guess Allah loves you more.. but the guilt deep within is just.. arghhhh!!! for not spending my time visiting you just makes me feel guilty.. though you don't know spe datang because you still haven't regain your consciousness.. but the thoughts that count..

you were my adek homeroom back in kkb remember? and in tgb the only thing we did was fight and keep on fighting.. but nothing serious.. and the fact that you're gone is really really... how should i put this.. ermmmm.. i feel like someone just punch me in the face...terkejut sangat.. because i thought you're getting better... mmg btol larh.. ajal maut di tangan tuhan...

syazwan, whatever it is... we're gonna miss you... and rest in peace buddy~

Lots of Love,

dulu dan sekarang

2010-11-03T00:20:00.003+08:00

ok.... lately ni i am super random.. so bare with it dear bloggers... hrmmmm.. since im being random... i just wanna talk about evergreen songs.. *Ya Allah.. randomnye aku~~* ok2...

history lesson sket i nak bagi: i teringat zaman muda-muda dulu masa still pakai pampers.. *ok x.. tipu* zaman-zaman pakai mini skirt kotak-kotak and ikat rambut tinggi2 dekat dua2 belah kepala.. ok description panjang sangat.. what im saying is.. zaman TADIKA.. *better?* haaaa... ok... what about zaman tadika i.. hrmmmmm.. i telah diexposed dengan lagu2 evergreen masa time tu larh.. *ok.. come to think of it.. masa tu belum larh lagi EVERGREEN kn.. 90's lagi.. omgosh.. suddenly i feel so old* ok balik kepada reality.. mama.. yes my mum.. dye larh yg responsible membuatkn taste i jadi oldies nieh.. the first song yang buat i fall in love smpai guling2 turun bukit is a song by Micheal Learns To Rock yang bertajuk That's Why You Go Away... fulamak memang KICK habis la mase dgr nieh kn.. *ok.. kecik2 dh pandai kn..*

then setelah diexposed dan diexposed lagi.. walamak! mmg i suka evergreen nieh larh.. from Micheal Learns To Rock to Roxxette (however you may spell it) to Barry Manillow to Whitney Houston *cop! evergreen ke minah nieh? ok since dye dh x active skrng.. green larh 2h* then sape lg? ouh yeah!! almost lupa! PEARL JAM baby!!! Last Kiss... daebak! *it means the best in korean* ok dah i dh cakap merapu.. what i'm trying to say is...

lagu sekarang and lagu dulu is sooo different.. nak i compare kan? or x pyh? since im in the mood nieh.. let me do the work larh... ok yesss.. kan bagus klau boleh buat table.. ok2.. nevermind.. forget bout the table.. lagu dulu nie kalau u guys analyse betul2.. mmg romantic abes larh... mmg meaningful x terkata.. tapi!!! lagu sekarang.. nieh yg x best nk ckp nie kn... very the 18SXXXX.. ouh come on... macam x best kowt.. *though i kutuk.. i still dengar ok* i x nak la bagi example kn.. tapi sudah terang lagi bertorch light people... don't deny it..though i know u love it.. tapi different kn?

i imagine je nanti one day kan.. kalau larh i tengah dengan STYLO nye driving with my daughter age around 8 years old (age2 yang banyak soal nie) duduk sebelah i... with the radio blasting on (ouh.. well! mama rock!) den suddenly ade larh satu lagu from malaun nieh... and my daughter tanya "maa~~ what is disco stick?? can you actually ride a disco stick?" oh my gucci! i nak menjawab ape?? mungkin setelah berfikir setelah sekian lama.. there are two possible answers

1) "honey.. im too lame when i was a teenager.. didn't have the chance to go see what's in a disco.. well.. i believe they must have some sticks there..otherwise.. its always gonna be a ladies night"
2) "darling.. ask your father~~he knows better"

lepassssss! ahahahahaa.. see.. you get what im trying to say here? tolong la cakap dapat.. i don't wanna sound like a fool talking to myself... hrmmmm... to those M&M.. TIMBAland.. LADY GASGAS.. kalau nak buat lagu 2h.. cuba larh try jgn polute the minds of our younger generation.. cukup2 larh kita je yang dah terpolute nie.. *ok..ibarat mencurah air ke daun keladi.. x kan ade effect pnye!* but its ok larh.. i just nak BERKATA-KATA shj... that's all from me.. thank you

p/s: malas gler nk study.. that's why i end up blogging..

Lots of LOVEEE,
D

I LOVE MY PAPA

2010-10-31T21:05:00.002+08:00

ok.. this is super random... i somehow teringat one thing that happened few years back.. its a short conversation over the phone... i was supposed to have a fan meeting session with JERICHO ROSALES...(in case u just heard an alien name here.. he's an actor from Philippine...) and that fan meeting was suppose to be held at KLCC... however.. we're not sure of the specific place... since i was only 15 years old.. my beloved papa don't really trust me and he send his friend to accompany kireen and i.... so we went all over KLCC just to find Jericho...i end up calling for help...

it should sound something like this...

Dyana: pa.. mana dyana nak cari Jericho nieh? papa tanya larh sat staff papa... kot2 depa taw..
Papa: pi larh cari dekat bawah2 tu..
Dyana: dh pusing semua tempat dah..
Papa: sat.. papa tanya depa...nnt papa call balik..

few minutes later...

Papa: dyana.. cuba p cari dekat KINOKUNIYA..
Dyana: haaaaaaaa????

ini sumpah lawak plus cute! ahahahahaha... amnde larh jericho 2h nk buat dkt kinokuniya kn.. thank god larh kteorg pegi dkt Rock Corner... and yeayyyy!! i jmpe dye!!!! weheeee~~

LOTS OF LOVE,
D

updating

2010-10-23T11:31:00.004+08:00

ok~~ i know some of you miss me.. awwwwwwwww... so sweet of you girls.. u want me to update stuff in my blog.. but! i couldn't think of a specific topic here.. hrmmmmm... *brainstorming* ok.. about my life larh of course kn.. let me pick on anything that happened recently.. ouh yeahhhh!!! this thing.. i should share it with you people so that you can learn from my mistake..

alrighty... lets get it started..but wait.. where to start.. *still thinking*

ok! i have friends with me.. (of course larh kn) and what i did recently had caused some hurt feelings.. ermmmmm.. i think i should be open with you people or else how are suppose to understand kn?

my friend and i had organized a birthday DINNER for another friend of mine... its a super small dinner and only few people we invite... its not that we don't wanna invite EVERYONE.. but! we don't have any budget.. and come to think of it.. how do you expect to squeeze in hundreds of people in Gardens? that's why we end up with only..ermmm.. less than 10... so.. some who are not invited are a bit upset in a way that "how could i not include them in the list" ok.. in this case.. yes.. its my fault..but things are done and yeah.. its done..

bak kata pepatah melayu... lepas rumah siap... *ape benda ntah* mula berbunyi.. this time larh i discover that i've hurt some of my friends.. its roughly around 3 people (ramai ok).. thanks to MR.S who gve me that silent treatment... and i realised it.. and i talked to each and everyone of them... ok...

lesson from my mistake: friendship is really important... its actually a journey... you don't wanna end your journey alone right? you want it to be the best finale that you'll ever experience.. but somehow.. along the way.. you will hurt their feelings.. be it..on purpose or you don't even realise it.. in this matter.. we'll have to be a little bit more sensitive... if you have to decide on something.. think of other people's feelings as well.. put yourself in their shoe.. and2.. highlight here... even if you know that person for like 6-7 years.. or more! please.. don't take them for granted... value and respect them... they ARE your true friend.. they can stick with you throughout those years.. and they bare with all your attitude.. they help you out through thick and thin.. so.. isn't that clear enough? and actually true friends are the one who will be with you along your journey... filling it with laughter, fun, and even tears..

so how do you deal with this problem... most important thing of all.. YOU NEED TO COMMUNICATE... its not good you know to just keep it to yourself and pretend as if nothing happened.. come clean.. if you're the OFFENDER... go and apologize.. leave your whatever crap ego behind.. you made a mistake this time.. explain whatever that need to be explained.. but i don't think trying to escape from your problem by saying you're not guilty is a smart choice here.. be true to yourself.. if you did wrong..admit it...what the fuss is all about? just admit it larh... then .. to the other party... you have to communicate as well.. tell the other person.. what is the thing that she did offended you the most.. well at least provide her the opportunity to change and become a better person...

i might be talking crap now.. but i just want you people to think and learn.. sorry if i hurt anyone's feeling along my journey...

Lots of xoxo,
D

greetings!

2010-10-18T23:40:00.002+08:00

ok.. i sincerely apologize to my dearest friends out there.. its been ages.. no2.. century since the last time i update my blog.. sumpah berhabuk gler.. *hyperbole* .. ok.. whatever it is.. there's nothing much i wanna update.. no longer fancy the starbucks guy.. sbb i rse dye mcm bajet... urghhh~~~ cmon.. u're just sooo.. hrmmm.. typical minded larh... u dun't deserve our dearest attention.. den ape lg? otak i sumpah serabut gler skrng.. can't help but to cry.. and cry.. sbb i rse tension larh.. without any superb valid reason kn.. just the stress 2h mlbih2.. kn2.. mngada2 kn? i knowww... aishhh.. ape lg??? later larh.. ble i hve time.. i'll update..as for now.. that's it larh kowt.. ouh btw..im so pissed off dgn one individu nieh.. ye arh.. i tau u dh ade fb kn.. x boleh ke like inform kn.. arghhhh.. geram!!! grrrrrrrr~

FLIRTATIOUS MUA!

2010-09-06T00:13:00.003+08:00

hehehhe.. (blum start dh gatal dh) hahaha.. OK! PEOPLE! (asal smue CAPS LOCK nieh?) alright.. where to start??? hrmmmm.. ok2... one fine day in Bangsar.. my girls and i went out for.. is it dinner or buka puasa? im not sure myself... maybe berbuka puasa.. bcoz this happened not long ago...ok... after berbuka.. we decided to have our dessert.. and that would be.. STARBUCKS!!!! *wiggly2*

at that time.. there were Mashitah, Boo, Ika and I! but.. only mashi and i went down.. the other two were waiting in the car since we couldn't get any parking.. then... tadaaaaa.. i msok Starbucks dgn muka excited.. bcoz my chocolate cream ok... nothing else.. then! BINGGO! a cute-tall-ridiculously adorable and HOTTTT guy standing there.. i mcm dh... perhhhh... cute gler!!! i was suppose to order mcm byase.. but then i freaked out... so i end up mumbling.. and dye mcm CUTE even ble mintak i repeat what i said.. why is he sooo cute?!!!!! dammit! i couldn't focus..then i ask Mashi to order hers... then i mrepek skjap dkt situ.. den.. mashi left me alone because she wanna get something from ermmmm... is it auntie anne's??? im not sure... den~~ there i am... alone... in starbucks.. with that ridiculously cute guy! kahkahkah... he was busy making our drinks..and im busy staring at him... ahahahaha..

tbe2... while i was STILL STARING.. he turned around and ask if mashi would want whipped cream for her drink.. and i was likee... errrrrrr... (dlm hati: dammit! malu aku! msti dye tau aku tgh stare... aishhhh...) i hesitate gler nk jwb bcoz seriously im not sure... den i was like hoping mashi will come back cpt to safe me from more humiliation... thennn~~~ she did.. its like she can hear me calling out for her deep in my heart.. ahahaha.. over taw! and this conversation took place right after she get back to starbucks..

D: u nk whipped cream x for your drink?
M: yes... *den she told that guy...
D: *suddenly jadi flirty gler... babe.. i wanna do something nieh..
M: what??
D: just wait and see.. *smiling2 sengih2...

then.. few seconds later.. our adorable Starbucks Guy (S.G) pown dh siapkn our drinks.. and right at that moment...

S.G: ok, thank you.. (passing over the drinks)
D: yeahhh.. sure.. thx
M: thnk u..
D: ermmmmm.. *suddenly pause... u know what? *and im talking to him nieh people.. I THINK YOU'RE HOT....
S.G: *mke terkejut mmg x reti cover and then he smiled... isn't that adorable people?!!!!!! then he laughed...
the other S.G: *this guy was like.. "wohooooooooo"

then we just walked out.. and i think mashi mcm terkejut.. because its her first time seeing this side of me... fuhhh!!! i was sooo happy at that time because its as if i found my old self back! since when i lost it im not sure.. but yeah... its that feeling...ahhaahahhaha~~ whatever it is..

TO STARBUCKS GUY.. i know your name is A****.. but not gonna say it here... ahhaa.. seriously.. i think you're hot.. and you deserve that credit... klau bukan i yg ckp.. spe lg?? or did you get that often? i hope im ur first customer who compliment u right to ur face.. hehehee...

ELF,
D

ENEMIES

2010-09-05T14:23:00.002+08:00

title~~~ masyaallah! ok.. here's the thing.. i guess.. the more u grow up.. the more immature you are! and you would begged me for more drama.. what is wrong with the world! hrmmmm.. there are three people that seriously pissed me off! wanna know what? wait.. i'll start from the least hated to the MOST hated...

back-stabber 1
- ok.. maybe you don't know me that well.. so.. there's no need to go to other people and tell them i was being so gedik whenever i talk about that certain someone.. hey come on.. which planet are you from? ouh is it because you're a budding lawyer so just keep a straight face and DON'T FOOL AROUND! is that so??? if that's even close to true.. i suggest.. might as well you go and jump off a cliff or something... i don't mind people calling me gedik because that's my nature and is seriously hard to leave it behind i tell you.. seriously difficult.. i tried.. then suddenly i feel like im living a fake life or something.. that's my nature... if you couldn't accept me at my worst then you don't deserve me at my best! its not that im trying to ask you to accept my gedikness.. but the fact that you go and tell to other people my SO-CALLED-BLOODY-SECRET! that is seriously not cool man! soo... allow me to make some self-reflect on you..
1) can this person be trusted? -NO
2) can he even get close to my friends and i? - i'll make sure its a NO
3) what else? ouh.. u're an asshole? - absolutely 100% YES!

moving on...

backstabber 2

ok... you don't go and tell people that i have a sorority group and it is specially dedicated to hate 2 person.. come on! there's three obvious mistake you did... 1st.. if you call it a SORORITY GROUP...don't you think that you should shut your bloody mouth up and its a group thing.. so shut up larh! what's your problem? come on! have a life! then secondly... you got the wrong person dammit! you don't have to help us by creating mess that i have to clean up at the end of the day.. thank god i knew about this before that wrong person did.. at least i can explain the whole thing to him! ouh come on larh weyh!!!! annoying shial perangai kau nieh! and thirdly... the SORORITY GROUP didn't even exist!!!!! i know you wanna be cool by telling people our story! but u're trying to hard.. and guess what.. u just got urself a brand new... 8 enemies... we just hate the way you acted.. we're super nice to you when u're nice to us.. and we can be super cruel when u're messing with us.. but that would be my way back in high school.. now..i prefer to just keep it low.. just shut up and let my face and body language explain it all.. if i don't like you.. its gonna be awkward.. so.. i guess u've got the message.. thank you!

thirdly.. the most annoying-busybody-weirdo person on earth!

ok... this is the highlight! hey dude! (yeah..its a guy.. and.. yeah! he is just BUSYBODY!) what the hell is wrong with you? why do you have to turn my life upside down??? i don't even like you... you're just pain in the ass.. so just get lost or just GET LOST!!!!!! ok.. first thing.. why do you have to go and tell the other guy that i like him? this one seriously.. which planet are you from?! standard larh weyh if other people fancy or adore other people! is that soo new to you?? or you still think that u're a primary kid when they got to know their friend's crush and they'll go running all over the place saying.. "ayoooo' dyana sukeee **... " (with the index finger pointing out) grow up will you?! bodo larh engkau.. i don't mind if that guy know that i fancy him if ME MYSELF AND I tell him straight in the face.. but you? just not needed! then when i start to give you the signal that i don't like you.. you go and tell a close friend of mine that IM YOUR GREATEST ENEMY.. hey dude.. seriously... u're a freak and not to forget.. a weirdo! BIG TIME! tell you what.. i'm more than flattered to be your GREATEST ENEMY rather than being your "ALL TIME FAVOURITE FRIEND"... that just freaks me out.. i'll never go close to the second title... NEVER i tell you... ok.. whatever it is... i should go to my conclusion... you're just a complete freak that my friends and i should stay away.. so that we don't act like you... urghhhh!! JIJIK!

that's University life... weird isn't it? it was suppose to be.. "that's HIGH SCHOOL LIFE" but.. haishhhhh.. these people are begging me for more drama.. i have nothing more to say then... i should live my life to the fullest and kick you freaks out of the way.. shhhuhhhh!!!

ELF,
D

don't be a KACANG LUPAKAN KULIT

2010-08-28T02:05:00.002+08:00

ok..hello people~ its been a while.. i know i know.. but i guess being a law student can sometime limit us from updating stuff in blogs and facebook.. well.. for me larh~ (alasan je nieh.. sbnrnye malas.. heeee) ok... maybe some of you have read my status currently on facebook and to those JOYAH... BEDAH.. SEMAN.. ABU.. KADIR... LEBAI.. and some other names out there.. i know you people are sooooo looking forward to know whooo that person is kn.. dream on people! im not gonna reveal the name... nnt ade perang dunia plak.. but i guess to that person.. u should terasa already by now.. ouh cmon! don't act naive..

alrighty.. the issue here is.. why do you have to look down or kutuk the previous U u're in just because u're in a brand new one... u said something about the quality and stuff.. yadaa yadaa yadaa.. i wanna ask you a very simple question.. "how did you get in this new U in the first place?" well..i suppose everyone has the answer.. hell yeah! through that LOW QUALITY U that u mentioned... hrmmm.. come to think of it.. this is exactly the case of KACANG LUPAKAN KULIT.. how can you say those stuff when it actually helps you to get in here.. how?? why?? ouh heeeshhhh!!!! u really disappoint us all... i mean those people who knew about this..

you don't have to be sooo freaking comfortable since u're in one of the top U in msia.. and u underestimate that low quality U that u label them... u don't know anything.. anything at all about the future.. u're no fortune teller.. u're no psychic.. so just stop acting like one! at first..i thought u're just advising to stop me from changing U.. but then.. i realised that is not ur main point...u're actually saying that... arghhh nevermind.. frustrating larh.. seriously... malas i nk ckp! u pnye prangai yg mcm nieh x kn bwk u kemana... tlng larh... sedar larh diri anda itu... dari mana anda dtg mula2 skali.. what's ur FIRST step? tlng larh ingt blek.. klau ye larh u benci sgt tmpt 2h.. x pyh larh kutuk yoyo'o sgt... that place.. that place help us a lot! SEDAR LARH WEYHHHHH!!!!! GERAM AKU!! tlng larh bukak mata and fahamkn concept!!! kau asasi dkt mane?! aku dkt mane? and where we are now?! spe yg help us masuk WHERE WE ARE NOW?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GERAMNYE YA ALLAH!!!!!! SABAR JE LARH AKU! X SANGKE BTOL KWAN SNDRI MULUT MCM NIEH! i mmg ble dh tulis smue capital letters mmg dh benggang sgt larh nieh~~ x pyh ckp arh kn! and ble dh gune KAU-AKU... obviously larh.. DH MEMBARA GLER!!!

ELF,
D

update2

2010-08-06T00:53:00.002+08:00

as you can see... walla!!! no title.. again! ahahaha... ok bloggers.. seriously i miss blogging.. and start talking crap whenever possible... ok...i shall begin updating u guys with my new life here in UM.. hrmmm.. what can i say about it... classes.. ok.. basically everything is fine.. i guess.. as for now... later on i'll start nagging and whining like always.. ok.. what else??? regarding the classes.. hrmmmm... i think there is 1 class that i kindda LOST! when i say lost.. i really mean LOST... i was like.. "OK.. what is my lecturer talking about??? which page??? where??? " ok.. *blank2* so.. i really need to study hard by myself...

ok.. speaking of STUDY.. and UM.. and all the related stuff... i almost forget the crucial part.. i don't feel like i belong in this faculty.. seriously..i just had this conversation with my dearest roomie.. BOO just now.. and i kindda spill it out... tell u what... sometimes.. yeah..i do have my own view on related matter.. but i don't have the guts to express it out.. im afraid if what i'll be saying is wrong.. or not relevant.. or worse... RIDICULOUS.. people will surely to condemn me... so i don't want things like that to happen.. so i end up just keeping my bloody talkative mouth shut.. and seriously.. it SHUTS! i am impressed by my fellow batch mates who are so outspoken... and.. ermmmm... just so CONFIDENT! i used to be call a very outspoken person.. well.. i guess.. not anymore... that is not good as a LAW student.. i love seeing my seniors who are..u know.. gosh! what's the word again.. ermmmm.. outspoken.. and looking cool! ahahaha.. no exact word to describe i suppose...

and2.. hrmmmmm.. do u ever feel like.. OK.. AM I STUPID?? why can't i think of that? have u ever be in that particular uncomfortable shoe before?? alright..i should explain this in detail rather than keep whining... ok..here's the thing.. as a law student.. basically..there is no right and wrong answer...it depends on how you argue and support your argument with authority.. so...there are few moments that i feel "ok,seriously..why didn't i think of that?" and that question keep on repeating itself without me pushing the REWIND button... that is stressful ok... big time! the issue is.. until when will i keep on asking "why didn't i think of that?" i wanna be that person who points it out.. not the person who just take whatever being served... its two complete different thing altogether! will i be a creative person who can twist and turn the whole issue and make a cool argument? will i be an excellent lawyer or whatever job i decide along the way later? will i graduate on time?? will i face many difficulties during my 4 years being a law student... I AM NOT GENIUS... i need hard work to push me all the way up.... until when can i stand??? will i ever shine like my seniors??? how can my seniors be so cool and relaxed yet still get good results??? i wonder! huearghhhhhhhhhh!!! i think i've asked too many questions already! *sigh* see you later then..tuddles!!!!

ELF,
D

something i should hold on to...

2010-07-03T03:04:00.002+08:00

ok... as usual.. with the most terrible title eva! last night..i was watching MIRACLE hosted by SJ of course and their guest star was SHINEE.. and well..that's not the main point.. the main point is... i learned something extremely valuable here... hrmmmm... there's a quote that TAEMIN mentioned that i think i should really hold on to that..

:: IF YOU DON'T KNOW SOMETHING WAS IMPOSSIBLE.. IT IS POSSIBLE::

it is super simple..but yet.. it really hit me.. though TAEMIN is like 2 years younger..but.. what he said,..though he quote it from someone else.... is seriously something... its true.. in every sense! if for once... just give it a try... though it might be a bit complicated to some of you.. but.. just think about it ... all this while.. u've been saying that that particular something is impossible... but then... u change ur mindset... it will be possible....

it is closely link to ur mindset... if u say something is possible.. then it will.. if u keep saying its difficult.. and blablabla.. then.. yes..it will turn out to be difficult.. all you need now is a positive thinking.. be an optimist... i should learn to be one too.. because its for my own sake.. change the way i see things.. the way i judge stuff... i should be more open and matured in every sense since i'll be a grown up pretty soon... a big 2 in front of my age.. yaiksssss... so i guess that's all from me.. see ya later!

ELF,
D

when im bored..i feel like talking

2010-06-29T03:36:00.003+08:00

and again.. my topic is just CRAP! ahahahaaha.... i seriously need to work on that.. big time! hrmmmm.. ok... im bored.. i just wanna talk.. so.. what can it be... hrmmmm..ouh yeah! one thing.. ermmm.. is it just me.. or.... im weird?? i mean my taste.. as a girl... hrmmmmm...

here are some highlight:

1) i don't really fancy ROMANTIC movies.. more to comedy...
2) don't really adore sweet2 cheesy2 words... -___- such a turn off... sikit2 bleh.. lbeyh2.. ouh give me a break larh weyh!
3) i don't really find someone 2 romantic when that person is doing something romantic... i rse dye nice+ sweet je... ble dye x sedar.. then bru i rse he's romantic.. (its not that im having this stupid crush over sumone ke ape... is just that.. that's how i feel larh from my OBSERVATION..) less is more.. ahaahaha
4) such a turn on ble ade hawt guy pierced his ear.. ahahaha.. ok! i know.. x bleh kn... but stillll...
5) what else? i thought i have a lot..now im running out of idea... hrmmmmmmmm... ouh yeah.. skrng nie kn...i rse.. mkin lme..i mkin FEELINGLESS... ahahahah....
6) ouh yeahh.. my taste is getting WEIRD!!!!!!!!! i kindda find one person in particular look so cute in colourful pants... seriously! major trouble! ahahahahahaha... help me!!!!!

A serious SHOUT OUT to my Dearest Prince Charming out there.. IF YOU'RE LOST SOMEWHERE.. PLEASE.. PLEASE ASK FOR THE RIGHT DIRECTION!!!!! DON'T BE SUCH A LAZY ASS!!!!!!!!!! ITS OK TO ASK FOR DIRECTIONS... I'LL BE FINE WITH THAT.. RATHER THAN U WANDER ALL OVER THE PLACE AND THAT WILL TAKE U CENTURY!!!!!!!!! AAHAHAHAHA..AS YOU CAN SEE..IM GETTING WEIRD BY THE SECOND.. SO IF YOU PLEASE..COME ALREADY~~~ and safe me from the valley of weirdness.. i need to be the typical teenage girl..ok.. maybe too late for the "teenage" part since this is my last year being a teen.. but just take it as it is... -_____-

ELF,
D

my schedule!!!! ruined!!!

2010-06-29T03:06:00.002+08:00

ok... to be exact..its not actually MY schedule.. but.. during the hols.. its included in my daily schedule..ok seriously i think i need to stop using the schedule word! ahahahaha.. im not a business lady yet! or never will..ok wutevs.. my point is.. i'll be missing lots and lots of MY tv programs when i start degree next week! dammit!

here are my 7 days-a-week-must-watch-or-i'll-die

MONDAY: ermmmm.... not much... on LIVE POWER MUSIC (715 -Animax) at 8 because its all korean music!!! gosh!!! wehuuu!!

TUESDAY: i start to get busy.. STAR GOLDEN BELL and INVINCIBLE YOUTH (both 303-KBS World)

WEDNESDAY: then i have... in the evening QUALIFICATION OF MEN and DREAM TEAM... at night i'll have CINDERELLA STEPSISTER.. (all in channel 303-KBS World)

THURSDAY: hrmmmm..still..not much.. at night with CINDERELLA STEPSISTER at 9 then later at around 11++ i'll watch HAPPY TOGETHER (channel 303-KBS World)

FRIDAY: wehuuuu!!! i love this... MUSIC BANK!!! with all my favourite group performing! the same stage~~ huarghhh.. what more can i ask for???? still.. then later that night... i'll watch.. 2 days 1 night!!! (channel 303-KBS World)

SATURDAY and SUNDAY: if i happen to miss any of the above.. i'll catch up on Sat n Sun..

huarghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what is going to happen???? im soooo dead! ahahahaha... well...i pity my mum of course.. because after this.. she'll be watching all of these ALONE! its gonna be boring i tell you if she didn't have me..(ok...i think that's a lie! ahaha)....

to make things worse! my boys..i mean SUPER JUNIOR will be the guest in ermm HAPPY TOGETHER and DREAM TEAM and.. STAR GOLDEN BELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dammit!! where am i?? in UM! arghhhhhhhhh!!!!!! how i wish i can carry the whole tv and stick it to the wall in my room in UM of course...but thank god! at least u have mercy on me... u let me watch them in DREAM TEAM!!! wehuuuu!!!! i have something before i go to um... *sigh ouh boyyyy~~~ knpe eyh? ble i cuti berzaman2 kt rumah.. SJ x bnyk kluar pown.. and! ble i dh nk start.. bru larh dyeorg nk appear satu2 in each show.. what is wrong with the world?!!!!!!!!!!!!

ELF,
D

why do i always feel the same?

2010-06-27T03:02:00.002+08:00

one thing that im terrible at is giving my post its title.. seriously~~~ as you can see... this title is sooo not cool and cool.. and cool.. -___- straight forward much? ok~~ here's the thing.. i've been thinking about this for quite sometimes.. and.. i notice one thing that never change in me is that.. whenever..i have to start new classes or whatevs.. i mean... after a long hols.. then i have to start studying again (which means.. not staying at home) i'll be feeling down! and why is that??? i think i've come to my conclusion... maybe.. maybe because i was send to boarding school at a very young age.. 13 to be exact... and starting from that age onwards... i never ever enjoy starting a new semester... because..i really wanna be at home with my family.. spend more time with my parents.. and irritate my brothers.. i'm not putting blame on anyone.. its just that..i feel like saying this OUT LOUD.. and i wish after this.. i'll feel different...

and when i was in UITM Shah Alam.. EVERY WEEKEND.. without miss.. i'll come back home.. some people might say.. "eeeee... daddy's girl.." or "alaaaa.. every weekend nk balek.. x bosan ke?" ok people.. FYI... i love going back home! seriously!!!!! so.. whenever i have the chance..i'll go back.. its different when before this.. u have to stay in school and only once a while you'll be seeing your family... * why do i feel like crying? shit! and now... when asasi program give me the best thing i could ever ask for that is to stay at home for like.. ermmm.. 3 months.. i really really appreciate that! seriously...i don't go out much..just once a while with my cousins... call me pathetic..call me loser.. call me whatever because..seriously.. i don't even bother.. because.. i love it.. staying at home with my mum.. with my dad (but not always.. most of the time he's elsewhere..) and just stay in my room doing nothing...

and this is also one of the reason why i didn't apply for job over the long holiday.. because why? if i get a job.. be it in my dad's office or OU or God knows where else.. than.. i don't get to spend my day with my mum.... though we don't do much stuff.. but to know her existence somewhere in the house.. is just.. good enough..yeah..i don't help her cook..i don't help her do other stuff.. im useless in that sense..i know... and i don't want if i get back from work.. then i'll be tired... just stay in the room and do my stuff... and there goes my holiday.. so.. i decide to be a useless daughter so i can at least enjoy a full 3 months at home...

im not giving out excuses on why i didn't get myself a job.. but seriously people.. this is soooo true... seriously... whenever i have the chance to stay at home... i'll just grab whatever comes my way... regardless of what other people will say about me.. because.. they won't do me any good.. so why bother?? just live your life like you want to.. and the outcome.. should be beneficial to you... nothing to do with other people... if im happy.. than i'll continue that way.. why do i have to follow the TREND.. "get a job on long holiday!" maybe.. im different.. ahahaha... well.. its too late for this.. because i'll be starting my degree in less than a week! yaikksss... spooky much?! i know!

p/s: can somebody answer me.. will degree students be busy on weekends???? please say no.. please say noooo...

ELF,
D

UM????

2010-06-21T01:01:00.002+08:00

ok.. i dh tgk..and i dpt UM.. Law... ermmmm... and i tak tau larh whether my friend 2h nk takowt2 kn i ke ape kn.. but she said.. orientasi dye teruk...ouh gosh!!! please2..have mercy on me! pleaseeee!!!! im soooooooooo not in the mood okeyh.. because i've been on hols for the longest time in my life.. so.. akn kena culture shock kjap... electric shock..or whatever other shocks you can find.. ok.. x de mood nk ckp lbeyh~~

-__________-

ELF,
D

BEING A FANGIRL IS FREAKING EXPENSIVE!

2010-06-17T14:37:00.002+08:00

SERIOUSLY!!!! SERIOUSLY!!!! freakinggggg expensive... here's the normal situation..

concert: I MUST GET THE BEST SEAT!!!!! ouh..no2.. ROCKPIT!!!!!! that would be freaking near!

merchandise: OHMY!!!! I MUST HAVE IT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! shirts, fan, umbrella, batch, towel, scarf, lightstick, pillow! even stickers... everything!!!!!!!

posters: shittts!!!!!!! the poster don't come along with the album.. its ok..i'll buy it separately..

albums: ouh damn!!! they have 4 versions for a single album..i must have it all too!!!

seriously~~~ seriously~~~~ im gonna be a penniless person any time soon! seriously!!! whenever there's anything related to SUPER JUNIOR i feel like buying... and worse come to worse.. i will buy whatever magazine i can find my boys in it.. regardless of the language.. and hell yeah! i have lots of chinese magazine at home.. i don't read.. i just look at the picture! ahahahahaha...its either im going crazy or i am crazy...

and now... i am in HUGEEEEE dilemma.. its either to save up money for their next Super Show 3 in Malaysia or... buy their Photobook.. well.. obviously.. i must have both.. but which one first??? i think for SS3.. i am soooooooo gonna buy VIP.. no more rockpit.. im too tired for that.. so that would roughly cost me around RM 600++ or more because rumor has it that the price would be 1.5 more than the previous one.. so.. do the math! -___- and bout the Photobook album.. i need to buy all seasons.. and for each season.. its about RM200++ total up.. RM600++ since there are already 3 seasons!!!!!! grrrrrrrrrrr~~~~~ have you ever feel like the whole world is crashing down on you.. because you don't have enough money?! ahahahha.. well now.. im in that exact situation! why ouh why?! i can just ask from my dad... but do you think its gonna be that easy? i don't think he'll even entertained me... ahahaha.. how i wish one day when i wake up there's a pile of money beside me and2.. all of Super Junior merchandise... omg~~~ i'm gonna die out of happiness!!! hahaha.. ouh dear ...please grant me that 2 wishes... somebody!!! ouh dear prince charming who's reading this now! helppppppppppppppppp meeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! ahahaha.. ok.. i've gone nuts!

ELF,
D

an unforgivable mistake

2010-06-07T02:49:00.002+08:00

last few nights i was on the phone with my bestie, Dila.. our topic of the night was.. EPOP.. the magazine.. since we bought the same edition.. so.. as we talk.. we flipped through the pages and comment bout the details in it..we're not the kind of person who love to spot other people's mistake.. but when a magazine made a mistake.. that is something big! seriously! maybe if its someone else.. i don't give damn.. but! this time... they made a mistake about my nampyeon! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!

Here's the full conversation.. not exactly.. but the content is there..

A: blablablablabla..
D: (flipping through the pages.. then suddenly stop) YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!! ADILA U BUKAK PAGE ** SEKARANG JGK!!!!!
A: (suare panic) asal2???
D: BUKAKKKKKKKKKKKKK JEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!
A: ouh..i dh perasan hari 2... i mse nmpk nieh dok pkir.. dyana klau nmpk nieh... hahahahaa
D: dammit!!!! ade ke ptot dye tertukar org!!! what the tush man! seriously...
A: relax d rlax..
D: mati dyeorg mati!!! seriously!!!! mane address!!!!! i nk tulis surat complaint!!!
(both of us flipping through the pages again..)
D: haaa! last page!!!! habes larh.. klau tbe2 dila.. u nmpk ade pembaca gila antar surat maki hamun 2h..i larh mnusie dye... eeeeeeeeeee....

so! basically.. article tu is about hongki from FT Island... then! tbe2 ade gambar nampyeon (means husband in korean) sleeping..igebuuyaa?!!!!! that is my nampyeon..not hongki! tolong arh jgn buat mistake mcm 2h....unacceptable okeyh! ini baru buin (wife) dye yang tgk! blom lg die hard fan dye 2h! mau kne hamput sorng2! grrrrrrrrr~~~~

then... dh bising2.. i still tgk2 the magazine and dila is still on the line... tbe2! i bkk one page nieh... i nmpk gmbr nampyeon i mse skolah rendah larh kowt... yg comment dye bkin gua panas x terhingga nieh! ade ke ptot dye kate.. "Walaupun Kangin kelihatan lembap dalam gambar persekolahan, tetapi dia tetap comel lah!" lembap??!!! kau kate husband aku lembab???!!!!!! c*l*k*k btol!!!! ini mmg kurang ajar nmanya!!! weyh!!! kau nieh anti kangin ke ape arh?!!!! eeeeeee... nk je aku curse2 kau okeyh.. tlng larh..dh larh dye nk enroll army this July! jgn larh bagi aku rse nk menangis lagi!!! 2 taon kowt dlm 2h~~~ by the time dye kluar.. i'm freaking old!!!! i'll be around.. ermmm.. 21 years old??? huarghhhhhhhhhh!!!! that's the end of my teenage life.. T_T

den lagi satu aku btol2 rse annoyed! what's with your sentence eyh??? msti kne end dgn "nie".. kau nieh foreigner ke ape??? foreigner pown x buat stupid things mcm nie larh! meh snie i bagi korunk example:

"tak kira Shinee world datang dari mana NI"
"tak rasa amat serius NI"
"selama gadis tu prihatin dah ok NI"
"kadang-kadang kami tak mampu berkomunikasi dengan baik NI" and seriously MANY MORE!!!

see! annoying x annoying?!!! gler larh!!!!!! i will send an email to them tomorrow.. seriously! mse i tgh buat this post..i saw the email address.. mmg arh! if only i have other choice to buy other magazine..i would...but x de dh yg laen... this magazine larh plng bnyk pasal Kpop... adoiyaiiii.. why is this world so mean to me???!!! i benggang! tp rse nk menangis pown ade! maybe because its the time of the month kowt.. about to larh..eeeeeeee!!!!!

ELF,
D

SORRY SORRY VIDEO.. By US!!!!!

2010-06-06T20:33:00.002+08:00

this is the video people~~~ serious note..

1) ignore the spotlight!
2) ignore the one who's taking the video
3) ignore the person who suddenly appear during our performance..

so.. an introduction..there are about 11 of us.. at the very beginning.. you can see only one person on stage... the rest of us come from the audience.. we were all over the place.. then! until the song ended..(don't you think the song before sorry2 sounds familiar???? heheheehe.. all vampires lover! answer me~) we went up.. and the rest.. you can see it for urself.. the whole performance.. =) no high expectations people! its just a performance with 2-3 weeks of practice...

ELF,
D

SORRY SORRY, An Overdue update of our Grand Dinner..

2010-06-05T16:26:00.009+08:00

well... i have to say this.. this dinner is much2 better compared to Tgb's dinner.. im not trying to compare.. (but i think i am) hahhaa.. anyways.. the reason im here today is to update my fellow bloggers of our marvelous night... why i say marvelous is not because of the foods or the place.. but its because of the memory and not to forget our experience together about smthng.. i'll get back to you bout that later...

so! this dinner was held around.. ermmmm.. february?? if im not mistaken.. ahahaha.. and the best part bout this is because my dearest friends and i (of course) had a performance!!!!!! and guess what... its SORRY SORRY!!! wuhuuuu!!! we're the first group to perform! i hate that.. but still~~~ loving it.. the part that i hate because many people haven't arrive yet.. and the part that i love is.. PERFORMING! we practiced for about 2-3 weeks.. basically the first week is just arranging the position.. that is difficult i tell you.. salute SJ's choreographer.. we started getting serious on the 2nd week onwards.. and by the end of our third week is already the performing day...

seriously.. it give its own special memory... those weeks are seriously crazy..with practice every night.. not to forget.. most of the nights with absent members.. (that's the part i hate most.. my team know about it.. so no fuss!) and during the day..we're gonna have our quizzes and speech! and all sort of stuff.. gosh! then.. its really nice to see our other classmates and friends come over to support and brought along drinks for us.. (maybe they didn't have anything else to do.. but still.. really2 appreciate it).. and i really love it when my classmates keep asking.. "how's the practice going?? everything ok ke??" though its super short.. but seriously.. i think they care.. and i love that feeling..

and i love it when the 3rd week... we have to face 2 stages in order to perform THAT night.. gosh.. its nothing big pown! but.. since that's the procedure..who are we to question it.. (but we did.. sooo bising all the way..ahahaha) the time where we have to go for audition.. all girls squeeze into one car.. thank god kireen drove a Perdana.. its spacious... and when i say all girls.. that would be around 7 of us.. then when the day arrive.. what a feeling! first... excited! then suspen! nervous! everything..just name it.. with missing props..ahahaha..we wanted to throw some glitters.. but we couldnt find anyone to buy them for us since we're already at the hotel... then our last minute decision to sleep at the hotel! thanks to Mr Izz*an for your help.. we managed to get a room with lower price! then it was the moment!!! we're the first one to go...

ouh.. before that..this was during rehearsal.. rahmat wanted me to do stupid stuff in front of the camera and i couldn't think of one since they're already calling me because our turn is up next.. -___-

this was in our hotel room before we went down for the REAL THING...we look more like MAFIAs then performers...-____- who to be blame?

this was few minutes before the MOMENT!

2nd pose..i think i took this picture as our cover album..the cd of our performance that i put on stage during Super Show 2 and Donghae (Super Junior member) took it.. this is our COVER album..hahahaha.. Donghae look at this picture!!! he notice the cd because of this picture and because i wrote "Malaysia's Super Junior" -_____- ahahahaha..

IGNORE MY POSE people!!!! ahahahaha.. seriously... what was i thinking!!! thanks to rahmat for capturing it! -____-

ouh yeah.. SORRY SORRY~~ i couldn't breathe with that mask on.. i wonder how my other teammates who wore FULL mask staying alive.. 0_o

my favourite pict!!! i love looking at our legs.. ahaha.. and notice that im the only person wearing all WHITE! ahahaha.. there are two reasons.. wanting the spotlight much.. since we only have 1 spotlight.. so~~ i must think of other alternatives.. hahahahaa.. secondly because.. im KANGIN in this group.. and in their music video.. Kangin wore all white.. (wink2).. hey don't say that i ruin the image.. because i ask my teammates beforehand! i let them choose.. and they want me to wear white.. so..ENOUGH SAID...

this is our Magnae (youngest) and she is taking Kyuhyun's part which is also the magnae for Super Junior...

ouh yeah~~ the finale~~~ sad that it ended already.. but still~~ happy that we manage to finish it without anyone making OBVIOUS mistakes.. (talking to myself.. kindda self-reflection) if you watch the video.. you might SPOT DYANA's MISTAKE! grrrrrrrrr~~~the video is in my fb account..

my teammates... i love them all...and the one beside me sitting is my very own hamster.. rizzy wizzy... and his mate is also my very own hamster too.. qissy wissy.. so cute isn't it?? awww...

ouh yes~~ this is the man that turn our performance into an everlasting memory.. all those magnificent pictures where all by him! credits to R@hm@t H@zl@n for all the pictures... well.. don't ask me if he's available to take pictures for your event.. the answer would be NO.. because he's doing it for his OWN memory.. and yerp.. IM INCLUDED!!!! ahahahaha.. love ya much man! though i often say that i hate u.. MOST OF THE TIME...ahahaha....

i managed to get the balloons.. credits to BOO and MAT.. for your help.. its so sweet of you guys to entertain me.. ahahahahah..

with the MC.. i couldn't find another MC.. i think she went out already...-_____-

from left: farisha,boo,me and wan... yes people.. that wan who is EVERYWHERE! especially in facebook...he'll comment in whatever post he can find "Post a comment" then.. he'll be the first person.. SERIOUSLY.. ahahaha.. -______-

MR Izzu@n!!! u rocks!!!! ahahahaa.... hope to see you again... ouh.. that's my lecturer people!!!

see i told ya! he IS everywhere..-____- ahahahaha.. wan! we still love you though! ahahaha

if only i have a diary.. this girl's name who's standing next to me would have her name written most of the time in my diary.. yes.. she is the one who stay with me through thick and thin... with me MOST OF THE TIME.. i really love you boo!!!!!!! thank you for the magnificent 1 year... hope this friendship last forever... =)

yeorobun!!!! that means EVERYBODY!!! so.. i guess that's it.. okeyh! i just remembered something.. yeah.. highlight of our dinner.. ahahaahaha.. boo lost her laptop and i lost my hard disk which i kept inside her laptop beg... -____- we should be more alert.. i think taking pictures too much really has taken its toll on us.. ahahahaha... so we launched a police report.. the only person who lost the laptop is boo.. but there were 5 cars went to the police station.. after few hours... everything settled.. but still until now she didn't get it back.. that's pretty kindda impossible... than we headed to plaza masalam.. kedai mamak larh babe pukul 3 pagi.. -__- with our cool lecturer of course.. there were about 20 of us??? yes.. we're the noisiest.. but who cares.. we're enjoying ourselves.. boo too! ahahahaa.. she's pretty kindda cool bout the whole missing thingy..

then we head back to the hotel.. no one say a word.. BAMMM!! everyone (syue,boo,kireen and me!) was already deep asleep..ahhahaa.. the next morning we have trouble waking up..Boo and I have to go check out the CCTV with the Head of Security there... we promised him around 8 o'clock.. but we JUST couldn't get up.. we end up meeting him at 11 am.. muke x mandi..to check on everybody last night.. we were laughing like hell.. even the security seems interested on what we're laughing at.. but.. we couldn't find anything... that penyangak is pretty kindda good!!!! whatever it is.. that night was amazing... seriously love it...

p/s : an extra info.. few days later.. WHILE I WAS SLEEPING around 2pm... someone came into my room and took my E71 phone... i love that phone you dammit!! i have SUPER JUNIOR videos in it!!!! memories in it!! and the last picture of my late grandmother in it.. seriously you won't have a happy life.. what you did to me.. is just unacceptable.. i curse the day you were born!!!

ELF,
D

a freak?

2010-06-04T02:53:00.002+08:00

hrmmmmm.. do u know what a freak really is???? ok.. basically freak is a freak larh kn... nothing much to say bout that.. bout what about a KOREAN freak??? that will be a different thing.. ok.. im not making this as a big issue or anything.. im just bored.. so i feel like saying stuff.. when its already 2.56am.. no one wants to hear me talking crap..so..this place is the best place i guess.. ok! back to the story.. hrmmmm.. recently.. i've been called as a korean freak.. i don't take it as something bad.. as for me.. ITS A COMPLIMENT! weird much?? ahaha.. i don't give a damn.. let me tell you why im a korean freak.. no2.. actually im not a KOREAN freak.. im just one group biased freak.. that would be one and only Super Junior...

i don't care what u people who don't know about my current obsession will say..that doesn't even matter.. if some other people is obsessed over something (x korean) then its normal... that's a typical teenager.. and blah blah blah... i'll give u an example.. obsessed over GOSSIP GIRLS.. FOOTBALL CLUB.. HOLLYWOOD ARTIST/BAND... ouh thats normal! pfft.. and when it comes to korean.. they'll start calling freak! ouh cmon!!!! don't be such a biased! (i wanna say something much much cruel than that.. but i don't think that's a good idea)... there are reasons why these group of people choose koreans... (im saying this in general).. u should get to know them first before you start calling those fans as freaks..

as for me..whatever that i said up here actually comes from my own experience.. when my roomies in MJSC KKB,kireen love korean boys.. and i'll keep saying.. naahhhh!!! they're just a bunch of wannabes~ then they're doing it too hard.. its soo unacceptable and some other stuff.. but then.. one day...reality hit me hard... ahahahha.. ouh yes people.. i fall for those wannabes..unacceptable people... yeah..because why... i can see that they're different from all those hollywood actors.. those bollywoods.. what other woods do we have??? and malay artist of course... i will not describe any further.. because trust me.. i can go on and on and on.. enough said...

ELF,
D

DYANA'S COMEBACK!

2010-05-27T02:08:00.002+08:00

hye guys.. im soooo sooooo sorry sbb dh berkurun gler since my last update 2h... hrmmmm... i nak bukak..but then.. im busy with something else..not gonna say wut..because korunk cnfrm larh akn kate.."alahai..bkn larh busy mne pown!" haaaaa... update bout me eyh??? ermmmm..

1) ok.. still x tau nk dpt continue mne.. UM or UITM..or smwhere else.. but still law.. ouh please campak i between those two je.. x maw pegi jaoh beribu batu dh....

2) i pnye focus skrng totally dkt SUPER JUNIOR pnye comeback..so im distracted sket... sbb 2 x update much...and sorry again..still waiting for their album yg dh arrive from Korea but still x reach my house lg..-_____-

3) i just ruin my plan ngn friends.. gosh! seriously i feel bad about it..to that sumone.. if u're reading this..I AM TERRIBLY SORRY..no other words can describe my feelings right now.. I AM SO SO SORRY...

4) to Mr RUI who ask bout ELF STAY UNITED FOR SJ 2h..ermmmm.. basically.. its a page for Super Junior fans to lepak2 around.. stay united larh kire.. do u even know who Super Junior ni??? i dunt think so..ELF is their fans name.. (Ever Lasting Friends of SUPER JUNIOR).. fanclub dyeorg pnye name la kire..and y i x reply dkt comment 2 je.. sbb lambat gler! so might as well i reply dkt sini trus... ahhahhaa...

5) i have NO LIFE! pathetic much?? I KNOW~~ tell me something i didn't know kejap!

ELF,
D

ELF stay UNITED for SUPER JUNIOR

2010-04-25T15:58:00.002+08:00

join~~~ gather all ELF!

ELF stay UNITED for SUPER JUNIOR

ELF,

citarasaku... uiikks? bertukarkah?

2010-04-22T19:01:00.009+08:00

fuh! x bleh blah gler title.. tp btol larh... thats the reason y im here today~ i nk ckp nieh... dlu i pnye taste smthng lyke this:-

1) an english man
2) tall lyke seriously tall
3) sexy hair
4) very the masculine
5) a rugby player
6) can sing beautifully
7) macho abes

but now! mnyesal i bnci yoyo'o dlu taw...skrng tergedik2 nk.. dyana2.. kau nieh kdang2... i x nk larh cerewet sgt kn.. tp fit qualification nieh.. kire ok larh~~ here it goes

1) korean guy, birthday 17 JANUARY 1985, blood type O and muka exactly mcm nieh~

2) dunt have to be freaking tall.. 180cm would be just nice~ sbb i 171cm kn? so mcm cute jewr~ weheeeee

3) korean hair style (obviously)

4) cute character as in naughty and cute of course! (suka mengusik org arh~ xde larh yg mnyakitkn hati kn)

5) a gud2 sense of humor!!!!

6) macho still.. but.. that doesn't matter anymore

7) x smstinye rugby player! aaahahahaha

8) sumone yg x kesah klau org nmpk dye mngis~ free to express himself!

9) mate dye cute gler gaban ble smile! cm half-moon or wuteva u may call it~

10) can sing,dance,act, MC or should i say.. MULTI-PURPOSE GUY! aahahaha

11) cute gler gaban, buat larh mke mcm mne pown!

12) love kids.. awwwwwwww... super duper bonus okeyh~

13) ok larh..sng crite mcm nieh...since i mmg x nk cerewet kn.. spe pnye muka sbjik mcm nieh and character kt ats pown sme...

pengajaran yg i nk bg kt snie.. hrmm.. ade 2.. first.. jgn larh benci smthng 2h cm terok sgt.. lyke benci gler... btol weyh!!! ini bkn pepatah org2 tua or wutsoeva..ini btol2 jd.. i dlu.. aishh.. x yh ckp arh kn.. mnyampah mak datin ngn korean guys nieh.. ngutuk x hengat dunia! hahahaa.. sekali! aishhhh~~~~~~~

secondly!! *jap.. lupe!* haaaaaaaa!!!! x kenal maka x cinta bebeh! cewahhhh!! ayat nk bombastic aje! x2...ini btol gk.. kire ade link arh ngn pengajaran kt ats 2h kn..i dlu x nk amek tau lngsng pasal dyeorg nih.. skali ble dh kenal (ceyh ckp kenal cm larh g lepak together2 kt kedai mamak kn..) fuh!!! AKU TERJATUH!!! jatuh ape? sndri mau pkir..

to those yg kte i nga advertise my kindda guy~ well.. u got it right this tyme!!!! my friend NAJIE ade point out smthng pretty kindda interesting~ ade 7 org mke sme dlm dunia.. kn2??? 7 pelanduk? 7 amnde ntah org pnggl 2h.. tp! adekah character yg dilist kn 2h ade???? ahahhaahaha... sng crite arh kn... spe yg fit well into this character angkt tgn??!!! we're on baby!

ELF,
D

opppss

2010-04-19T20:20:00.003+08:00

aishhhhh...there's this one person in my FB... she's my classmate when i was still in MGS Penang... she's the kind of person yg ske buzz dkt chat taw.. n i dunt really fancy that.. if my close friends i dunt mind.. bcoz i can feel the burden u noe when she start buzzing me.. this is because.. I COULDN'T RECALL WHO THE HELL SHE IS! gosh.. i hve lyke my close friends when im in MGS.. and unfortunately.. she's not one of them~ and i dunt get to spend my primary years in MGS ... i hve to follow my family to BRP.. so yg i keep in touch pown ngn few people jewr.. and today.. just now.. this gurl buzz me AGAIN!

HER: hey~~ how r u? still remember me??? (keep on repeating the same question for gazillion tymes )

ME: ouh yes~ of course i rmmber u.. u're my MGS friend

HER: what is my name? (mother tush!!! kau nga test aku kewr nieh?! dammit!!!)

ME: hrmmmm.. i can recall ur face but not ur name.. its not ****** is it? (this is the part where i hate it when people dunt use their real name in FB! gosh! grow up!!! use ur name!!!!)

HER: nope~

and she keep on asking me what course i'm taking now and where im studying and stuff lyke that... and gosh! i tot i've told u everything the other day!! forgetful much! ok ble i dh menyampah... i offline jewr~

urghhhh~~ i think its gud enough that i say hye and stuff and u nk test2 plak kn~ bye2 arh babe... dh larh susah nk recall blek muka kau~ adoihhhh.. masalah tol larh..

ELF,
D

Masalah Negara

2010-04-14T00:01:00.003+08:00

ok..title mmg nk bombastic jewr.. tp actlly bkn nyer ape sgt pown.. since i've been spending tooo much time online and more online during these past few weeks.. i finally realise that i need to get a life.. lyke seriously.. ok... papa offered me to work at one place... he asked me to be the cashier.. erkk? cashier.. frankly speaking when it comes to money.. well im good at it but i dunt lyke dealing with it... u know.. if klau ter-shot kewr.. stuff lyke that.. den i said... wut about supervisor? ahaaaa.. since i answered him half-awake.. so obviously.. he didnt take it seriously.. pa! that is serious!!! ok.. that's a NO....

moving on...

this is what i've been planning since after SPM... involving myself in the volunteering work.. i dunt care bout not getting paid.. i want to do those stuff u know... with orphans.. those unfortunate people... i wanna be with them.. spend tyme with them...so i asked my aunt bout all those organizations that need volunteers.. then she said to go to places yg involve dgn Sehati Berdansa... u know all those charity2 2h kn.. then.. ble i pkir2 blek.. what the hell am i gonna do there.. im not a celeb.. well.. if i am, than i can just visit anytyme larh kn.. its lyke im a complete stranger okeyh.... what am i suppose to do??? there should be all kinds of fun activities... but.. me? alone??? im gonna look lyke an idiot... big tyme!

its kindda frustrating u know bcoz there's this one day.. my gurls and i saw an advertisement smwhere in our fact regarding this volunteering work... but! unfortunately.. it was during our exam week if im not mistaken.. but its related to exams for sure.. n i was lyke... "aishhhh..shit! knpe x buat awl2?! dangg!!!" so ok.. i missed that.. what should i dooo????? i dunt wanna work bcoz its lyke EVERYDAY and it has all this fix tyme n stuff.. but.. now...i want something that is flexible.. whenever and wherever i want... aishhhhhh...

so? where should i start? how?

ELF,
D

should i start crying NOW?????

2010-04-13T15:37:00.002+08:00

yehaaa! xdek nyer luahan2 prasaan x memasal tgh2 hari nieh... i was so bored so i pown dgn activity byase i... youtube bebeh... at first i wanted to watch SJ shows... but then... smthng grab my attention... a 3 year old kid crying over Justin Bieber.. i dh prasan video nieh dh lame dh.. but never bother nk bkk.. bcoz i was lyke.. alaaaaa.. msti budak2 obses over their fav star.. mcm i jgk dlu2.. (ceyh..dlu2 larh sgt..)

this kid is simply adorable!!!! cute gler... especially the last part... seriously have to watch the whole thing.. ahahahhaa..."i bet that must be Justin Bieber" when there's a phone call.. ahahah.. watch it!!!

THEN~~~

there's another video of this girl and her family with Justin Bieber.. n i was lyke.. DANGGGG girl!!! just lyke that??? i bkn larh nk jmpe Justin.. (Justin Timberlake okeyh... Justion Bieber x per larh ) tp mcm concept dye 2h... u cry.. really hard.. then the next thing u know.. u get to meet ur fav star?!!!!! wut the tush man?!!!!

i think larh kn.. I SHOULD START CRYING NOWWWWWWWW... i wanna meet Super Junior!!!!!!! ahahahahha.. bleh x?? jmpe kt concert jewr x ckup... its lyke seriously... this kid is cute larhhhhh... ok who wants to help me out??? hrmmmm.. i need roughly around 3 people.. im gonna do the crying part... i need sumone beside me so i can lean on to... then.. i need sumone to videotape.. and at the same tyme translate what i'll be saying.. and. hrmmmm.. haaa! i need a person to call me during the recording.. so that i can say smthng cute.. ahahahahhhaa... pathetic nyer aku nieh ya Allah! ahhahahahahaaha... ok2.. i was just kidding aite...

seeee!!! she finally meets him.. dammit! i should start my project lyke NOWWWWWW~~~ so tuddles people... ahahahaha... i hve some work to do!

ELF,
D

manusia ke????

2010-04-13T00:52:00.002+08:00

ahha! title mcm kejam? tp! ape yg dieorg2 nieh buat lagi larh..aishhh.. kejam yg amat! ok... currently.. what is the latest problem we're facing.. when i say WE..i mean.. us.. Malaysians.. any idea???

BUANG BABY...

yes people.. Dyana is here today to discuss..no.. to nag about this.. bkn senang nk tgk i ckp psal current issue.. i rse.. msok nieh... is my SECOND post regarding current issue.. previously was about PPSMI.. ahahaaha.. lmenyer mak ngah! so2.. ok.. *mke serious*

aishhhh...ape nak jadi nieh??? i x nk larh nk judge x memasal jewr kn... tp... i think... its too much larh... first thng.. u guys dh "buat" 2h.. dh satu hal.. den.. when u find out u're pregnant is another story... and throwing them away is another different story altogether! adoiyaiii..

firstly.. kn kite dh ada KEMPEN KAMI PRIHATIN.. or smthng bnyi mcm 2h larh.. *i bce newspaper ok.. jgn terkejut!* x ckup mmbantu kewr kak oih??? yg bkin i terasa nk ckp bnde nieh kt blog sbb.. just few days lps all our artist dh yoyo'o buat kempen nieh kt KL CENTRAL.. next few days ade pulak larh case nieh lagi.. r u trying to sampaikn msg mngatakn bahawa kempen nieh x jadi and x bnyk mmbantu??? i suggest kt u.. ape kate.. ckp jewr.. cakap kt mane2 mmbers of this campaign.. ckp mcm nieh.. "SAYE RASE CAMPAIGN NIEH X KN MENJADI.." (terpaksa aku ajar satu2! grrrrr) i know sometimes.. action speaks louder than words.. but! x payah larh sampai nk BUANG LAGI SATU BABY!!!!!!!!!!! geram aku... grrrrrr...

apesal kejam sgt arh??? i dunt noe ur situation mse 2h.. maybe gabra gler sbb x nk org laen tau.. x nk parents tau... so u end up buang jewr mane sempat.. tlng arh.. binatang pown sayang anak kowt.. yg i sdeyh gler ble bgn tgh2 hari..(ye i mmg bgun tgh hari since cuti nieh..) bce newspaper.. bnde same.. case same.. cume gambar baby 2h jewr laen2... sdeyh kowt dgn gambar baby kne hurung ngan semut.. yg tgn sebelah kne gigit ngn anjing uh x yh cakap arh kn... dh x nmpk dh rupe baby! dimanakah sifat perikemanusiaan (btol kewr spelling?) korunk2 nie???

bnyk sgt case msalahnyer... ape? ingt nieh trend kewr?! mmg bijak arh spe yg start.. no! this is not a trend people! n x bleh diikut!!!!!! tlng gunakan akal fikiran yg telah dikurniakn... ssh sgt kewr nk pkir bnde basic?? baby adalah anugerah Allah swt..regardless u produce it legally or otherwise (ayt x bleh blah.. tp maksud i u guys dpt kn? ).. u should take care of em...cherish em... show them that u love them.. is that too difficult?? ok larh fine.. klau u guys bz sgt smpai x bleh nak jage.. (bz buat anak bleh pulak kn!) bagi jewr larh kt mne2 rumah kebajikan yg ade melambak 2h.. or2.. bagi jewr larh kt spe2 yg desperately nk anak.. bagi jewr... GIVE.. DON'T THROW!

i know i ckp2 kt snie pown.. won't make a big different..tapi..tlng larh.. bkk mate 2h spe2 yg terbaca this blog and ade kaitan ngn korunk.. bkk mate babe... no2... hati 2h... tlng arh jgn kejam sgt... baby 2h manusia gk... dye mmpunyai hak! "FREEDOM/ RIGHT TO LIFE" ARTICLE 5 OF THE FEDERAL CONSTITUTION!! (kowt..klau x silap..lme x bkk).. jangan deny hak dye... UNICEF pown ptot berkempen benda sme nieh... regarding kids gk ape... ok.. dh menyimpang.. ok patah blek...

suggestions? hrmmm.. do i hve any suggestions??? ha! i rse ade...klau desperately nk buat sgt smpai x mnyempat2 nk kawin dlu.. dh.. i x bleh ckp ape dh.. do it safely...condom bnyk jual kt kedai! go n get one! den.. klau ditakdirkn.. terkena gk... simpan larh baby 2h..i mean... continue the pregnancy.. then! after 9 months.. jgn larh pegi bkk tong sampah or pegi kt semak2 n campak baby 2h.. klau malu sgt ngn org sekeliling... fineee.. pegi bagi baby 2h dekat rumah kebajikan.. bnyk rumah kebajikan yg bleh jage dye and give em life...den.. to the society... klau ade this luar nikah pnye pregnancy... tlng larh..tlng jgn hina.. or pulaukan diz girls... sbb dyeorg takowt kne macam nieh larh sbb 2h dyeorg buat bnde2 x ptot 2h... yes.. dyeorg mmg dh buat salah.. tp.. jgn larh smapi isolate them trus.. these girls need attention jgk.. they need someone to care for them... ye larh... lyke a normal pregnant mum jgk larh! concept dye ttp sme.. i tau.. bnyk dh org ckp bnde2 mcm nieh.. tp btol kowt.. wut else lg kn? n i know.. society kite mmg ssh nak accept ank luar nikah smue nieh.. tp... tlng larh... mne lagi teruk?? to have this ank luar nikah or to have more n more case buang baby? i know both pown evil.. but we should always try to avoid the greater evil... it is a necessity.. (to Mr Izzuan.. thx for the law lesson.. i appreciate it.. ).. so all in all... we should all go hand in hand to stop this buang baby pnye issue.. (knpe i rse mcm i tgh buat essay?)

that's all from me.. kamsahamnida for ur attention and kesabaran mmbaca post i yg amat pnjg nieh.. duh.. peole.. lyke u dunt noe me.. =D

ELF,
D

Hate?

2010-04-12T15:22:00.002+08:00

ouh yeah.. wut is it this tyme? hate.. most of us can simply say I HATE U! even when we're jokin around...basically hate is one of the most common thing that we'll experience when we get to know someone or perhaps we dunt even know them.. but.. we hate them.. hows that? ahahaha... ouh come on.. dunt tell me u guys never..i mean never never ever experience this "hate" thingy before.. angel gler larh..

this is just a random post... so nothing serious... i used to hate sumone... but that person end up to be my bestfriend... this is my primary friend.. so stop asking me "spe D spe?? i kewr?" bcoz hunny.. im not talking about u.. so let it be that way... i dunt hve to mention her name here..

and u guys pernah experience x... ok here's the situation.. u hate this one person.. lyke seriously hate her.. but then... few years later.. *u still hate her* but u kindda forget why u hate her in the first place? hahahaaha..anyone??? so what will u do if u're experiencing this..

A) continue hating her *bcoz maybe if i remmber the reason.. i'll hate her even more*
B) start to say hye and lyke seriously forget bout the past.. let bygones b bygones..
C) ignoreeee her all the way...
D) any other answer?

frankly speaking... this is my situation.. so i'll go with C... ahahahahaha.. cmon..i dunt wanna b hypocrite saying i might go for B.. even all of my close friends who are also her friends know that i dunt really fancy her.. so they'll try to avoid talking about her.. haha.. thank u people.. u make my life easier...

bcoz sometymes..(it depend one the situation).. im a bit hard to forgive sumone.. yeah i know that's a minus.. but that's me... bcoz all i know is.. y do u hve to hurt me in the first place? so yeah.. those things.. but as i grow up and learn bout life.. i tend to change a bit...i dunt think i'll give them hard tyme seeking for my forgiveness. (ahahahaha... hamboih ayattt~~~).. bcoz.. im different now.. much more relaxed.. in a way.. ahahaha...

i know this post is lyke soooooo random.. since im at home doing nothing... i feel lyke talking to people and apparently.. there's only my mum and my maid at home.. so i turn to my dearest blog and u guys... ahahaha.. i dunt gossip with my maid.. she dunt even noe a single thing.. my mum?? naaaahhhh... not this kind of conversation... ahahaha... all in all.. im bored.. can u tell???

ELF,
D

PLAGIARISM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! arghhh!!!!!!

2010-04-11T03:47:00.002+08:00

do u noe what that is??? haaaaaaaaa..go n find out cpt.. den cme back... ok... here's the thing... i was browsing thru the internet just now.. alaaa..bak kte @syue farsya "mcm org berkaliber"... mmg i dduk dpn laptop nieh mcm org berkaliber.. ahahahahaha... browse pnye browse.. so basically.. klau i nk browse pown..pasal ape lg kn?

DYANA+ BROWSING= SUJU
SUJU + BROWSING= DYANA

hahaha..ok.. numb2 2h.. sje bkin gempak... alright.... back to the main point... skali.. i terbukak satu blog nieh... (IT'S A KPOP THING)...*i hve to give credits to them... thank u soo much for revealing it...* gosh! and guess what?! i found this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and this is soooo unacceptable! wut are u thinking man??? its sooo freaking obvious! it is lyke.. hrmmmm...exactly the sameeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ouh goshhhh... i noe im being bias since im an SJ die hard fan... but since im an SJ die hard fan larh i just cant accept this no matter how hard u try to deny... i tell u what.. the person who initially post this in that blog got her point.. "we dunt hve to be music genius to detect the similarity" ... we just need our ears larh.. duh.. and obviously..everyone ade ok.. u can evaluate it urself....

this is a true story.. at first..when i start reading the title..i was lyke.. naaahhhh..impossible sumone will be daring enough to copy the exact same sorry2.. but.. reality hit me hard... since i pnye prangai ble bce blog org.. i malas nk bkk video.. so i bce2 n tgk2 picts dlu.. den ble the picts pown x nk sme lg kn... so.. cnfrm2 larh i bkk video.. gosh!!! i seriously... i cried okeyh! meleleh baek punye.... call me emo.. call me mengada2..call me over.. i dunt give a damn larh... i was lyke seriously..shocked!!!! at the same tyme i seram and benggang... so mcm u tmbh altogether.. i mmg mngis nyer... goshhh.. mmg melampau kowt... same glerrrr larh.... i tot bout the picts 2h.. cm..alaaa..cool larh lg kn... maybe sbb style skrng... tp ini dh involve copyright nieh! at least kn.. SHINEE pnye lagu JULIETTE.. mmg music dye sbijik ngn lagu Corbin Bleu... but.. SME beli from them... so basically its legal... xde larh maen serbu tembok cmnieh kn.. perh2...sabar jewr arh.. the sad thing is...those guys got what it takes to be lyke bombastic okeyh if not thruout asia.. but in Philippine will do... they got looks.. they got the talent... i mean singing and dancing...but..y ouh y they hve to begin at the wrong path? ...such a waste larhhhh...

ELF sndri dh sket nyer ramai...x rse kewr they will hve more antis that supporters... i dunt mind klau sket2.. its lyke they've been inspired by SJ larh kire kn..but! if similar sgt 2h... serious x bleh trime dowhhhh!!! some of u still dunt believe me?? here..i hve this for u... chck it out.. evaluate it urself...i dunt wanna hate them..bcoz ELF don't hate people... SUJU thought me that.. (*wink2*)

sooo??? what do u thnk??? hrmmmm... same?? different??? "tell me.. tell me.. te..te..te..te..tell me..." <-singing to wonder girls, Tell Me... ahaaaa.. there's another one... this is girl group plak... a different post i found from ( its a Kpop thing) blog... but.. still..basically... its the main issue larh..similarity with kpops.. SH3... shockingly.. while bz detecting their similarity.. i can sing along.. its catchy... not bad.. they have potentials.. but this group... its just the dance step... u wanna detect it urself? without my help? sure2.. go ahead... some are pretty kindda obvious... but! this one i insist on telling u guys.. bcoz related to SJ.. one of the girls wore DONGHAE's trademark..his glove... check it out!

spot the similarity??? some few are steps from

1) GIRLS GENERATION from their song GEE and TELL ME YOUR WISH
2) WONDER GIRLS from their song NOBODY

if u are a Kpop lover than u'll realise.. otherwise.. u akn tgk jewr without realizing anythng...huhuhuhu... yg this girls.. i cm x kesah sgt.. sbb x kacau SJ... hahahaa..bleh x?? tp x bleh trime sbb dye ambek step SNSD arh.. i ske SNSD okehhhhh....ssh larh cmnieh.. its ok to improve but not this way...

ELF,
D

hrmmmmm...

2010-04-10T17:54:00.001+08:00

i feel lyke writing smthng.. but got noo idea bout the topic... aishhhhh.. what can it be?

u people are driving me craaazy!!!!!!!

2010-04-09T19:04:00.002+08:00

there are 3 things that drives me crazy while i was on my way to fetch daiyan from school...

HANA! which means 1 in korean

yesterday pnye case.. ade pak cik yg jge traffic kt skolah 2h mmg cri pasal...dye nk letak cone orange 2h btol2 dpn kreta aphal?! aku nk kluar mcm mne gler! aku dh park sket pnye jaoh kewr dri line kuning budak2 uh! kau nk ltk gk dpn kereta aku kan! apsal x bukak jewr pintu kreta aku den ltk DALAM KERETA TERUS! dlu yewr arh ak nyer gap ngn line kuning uh dekat.. relevant arh kau nk ltk dpn kreta aku kn... ini.. dh jaoh gler dh haaa! aku x phm btol larh... r u stupid or just plain stupid..aku malas arh nk bising2 kt kau nnt kau kte aku kurang hajar lak kn.. so... disini kau msok..blog aku!

DUL! which means 2 in korean

ini ade sorng brother nieh... aishhhh.. brther syg.. i rse u nieh hensem... tp... apsal malaon sgt?! ok.. frst2... kau yg confuse kau nk g mne.. tnjuk signal nk g kiri.. skali kau g kanan..den kau menggelabah kt tgh2 2h... aku x kesah lg sbb aku tau thngs lyke that do happen... den! yg kau nk pndang2 apehal?! kau pnye salah kau pndang aku plak kn... aku tau larh aku HOT! xpyh arh...adoihhhh... aku x phm btol larh ngn kau nieh... hope i'll never see u again... grrrrrr!

SET! obviously means 3 larh kn...

joyah nieh mmg nk cari pasal ngn aku.... heeeyyy joyah!! kau nieh larh... aku x tau arh abad ke brape kau pegi blaja bwk kereta smpai bnde basic pown kau bleh x tau... frst thng frst..meh snie aku ajar kau okeyh... kalau ade line kuning uh mksudnyer.. KANAK2 MELINTAS.. soooo.. sebaik2 nyer.. kau jgn larh mnyemak kt situ jgk kn... berambus arh tmpt laen! sbb knpe aku kasi gap between kreta aku ngn line 2h supaya pak cik 2h x letak cone 2h btol2 dpn kereta aku and... bukan nyer aku nak save tmpt utk kau joyah... dh lmbt 2h.. buat larh cre lmbt.. naseb arh! another lesson i wanna teach u here... klau kau rse nk parking 2h kn.. jgn larh smpai btol2 dpn aku... gap smpai x de lngsng.. muat2 sorng jewr lalu... aishhhh.. gua panas arh nieh kn... ak bg suggestion arh kt kau kn joyah.. ape kate next tyme around.. kau park kreta kau 2h... biar kasi bontot kereta BMW kau 2h.. kne kreta aku.. perh joyah! aku x kesah dowh! lagi aku SUKE!!!!!!!!!!!!! nseb baek td kau blah dlu.. klau tidak.. mmg tersangkut arh aku kt situ... dh larh kereta blakang pown park x nk dkt lg kn... aishhhh..ape nieh.. consider sket bleh x?! or2?? kau tgh suggest kt aku to langgar jewr kereta kau yg mahal 2h??? eyh?? lahaiiii.. bru aku tau... laen kali ckp larh awl2 joyah oih... kau nieh kadang2~~~

haaaa.. demikian larh crite nyer.. alek2.. BOO gk jadi mngse.. dh i bising kt dye.. ye arh! td cm nk mengamuk jewr... tp lps dh bising2 kt boo.. dh cool down sket.. thx boo sbb jadi mangse keadaan.. ahahahaha

ELF,
D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUDDY

2010-04-09T03:26:00.005+08:00

yeahaaaaaaa... what is today's date people??? anyone?? anyone?? no one? adib! brpe? i bet u know it well..(its a line from the movie kuch kuch hota hai..to those yg ingt...gud!) ok.. bck to the main story... haaaaa... just now..while i was busy stalking other people's blog and fb.. i got a call..cari pnye cari phne.. x jmpe2...den! i dgr bnyi phne i ter-off sbb abes battery.. dammit.. MANE PHONE??!!!!!!!! cari2 lagi.. den jumpa den i pown pegi larh chrge... ble dh on blek.. it was from this one person who would never call me in million years.. ahahhaa... i dh suspen.. i thought im in trouble or maybe ade some bad news kewr kn... so i called him...den dye tny i soalan cepu mas..

A: kau tau x ari nieh brpe aribulan?
D: *check phne kejap..* haahahahahaha..ok2... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! no wonder kau call...

den sembang2.. yg sembang 2h x pyh crite arh..pnjg kowt.. mostly about me pown.. sorry adib! den.. ble dh end call.. he said thx for calling.. then i was lyke.. ble mse aku call? den i tot he was being sarcastic... bcoz seriously i x ingt.. i yg call ok! galak sgt bsembang... den i plak ckp thx for calling... to answer his sarcasm 2h kn.. den! ble i nga buat diz blog... bru i realise.. IT WAS ME!!!!! I CALLED!!!!!! hahahahahahaa.. aishhh... aku nieh kadang2.. "adib! klau kau rse pelik td 2h.. just ignore.. n now u know y larh kn..." gosh i can be so.. uurgghhh! blur at tymes...

soo.. all i wanna say is.. yo buddy! happy birthday arh weyh! aku x nk wish kau kt fb sbb obviously dh ramai org kn.. dh x best dh... so welcome to the last year of being a teen.. aku depressed gler dowh mse bulan 1 ari2.. i dunt lyke the figure.. i know kau cool jewr... bjet gler... ape lg ak nk ckp? haaa.. ayt2 standard bday arh kn... may Allah bless u and gud luck in evrthng u do... n many2 happy returns... be strong with wuteva obstacle yg dtg kt kau ..take it as a man! ahahahaha..YEAHHHH!!!!! (ok aku dh melalut) ape lg... ouh! plng pnting! HAVE A BLAST.. i know there's a bday prank awaiting u... aku x tau ape mmber2 kau yg bising2 on the phne td will do... but.. it better be good! n ouh yeah...gud luck ngn exam kau 2h! study yewr adib.. ak tau kau mmg nga study baek punya..(pdahal bkk fb!) *mke sarcastic*

since this post is dedicated to u kn..so ak akn mention bnde2 yg ade kaitan ngn kau larh... so..here it goes...thx for being such a gud guy friend.. hope u'll always be one...i've lost one.. n i hope.. im not gonna lose u as well... ak malas arh nk touching2 nieh kn.. tp x pe.. just this once.. then thats it.. ahahahahahaa... mmber nyer pasal.. well.. sometimes.. u hve to say it to let others know kn... then ape lg.. haaa!!! aku terharu gler larh kau bjaye tgk BOYS OVER FLOWERS 2h.. though u dunt find it that interesting... tp klau kau bleh ingt OST dye uh.. aku tetap berbangga arh.. x sia2 ak recommend kt kau.. tp technically.. mmber2 kau arh yg recommend dlu kn... arhhh.. ak peduli ape! den ape lg??? ouh.. haaaaa... most important! BUBBLE TEA!!!! ak x sngke tol kau bleh suke.. mse ari2 mke mcm cool gler... ak ingtkn kau x ske... aiseymann... cover eyhh?? eyh2?? hahahahahaa.. alaaa adib! dgn aku pown nk cover! pegedah! xpe2.. nnt ble baby dh blek.. kite g bantai bubble tea ok? on me! dunt worry....klau kau nk sruh aku buat pown bleh arh! abg bubble tea ari2 kau ingt x? dye ajk aku try buat arh.. ak dh try dh pown...ahahaha..siap ade video lg.. haaaaa... tp kau kne tnggu lme arh.. sbb ak buat mmg focus gler! n oh yeah! one more important thng.. eyh hello..the last tyme i chck.. AKU MMG PEREMPUAN OK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! surat branak pown dh chck dh.. so i am most certainly NOT A DUDE!

p/s: y i took that pict is because currently itu profile pict kau kn... so obviously u lyke it.. n ak x nk arh cri pict2 kau yg laen... nnt kau kte aku stalk kau lak.. kau klau bab2 perasan nieh numb 1! ahaha.. happy birthday again dude!

psstt2... yg ak post kt kau nyer inbox 2h kn... do u thnk i shld join? ahahhhaaaa

ELF,
D

LOL- do u even know what that means actually?!

2010-04-09T03:05:00.003+08:00

ok.. here's the thing.. i just don't get it... gosh! i don't get it when people keep using lol all the tyme!!!!!!!!!! when i say all the tyme..i mean all the tyme okeyh! its pretty kindda annoying because wut u're saying is actually.. hrmmmm... not funny or interesting at all!!!!! gosh! if u feel cool hving all this LOL..ROFL..TTYL..BRB and stuff lyke that..well..apparently.. its not helping! not even a bit! it is sooooo freakin annoying... ok just imagine urself chatting with ur old friend.. and that person was talking bout their life now and other stuff and at the same tyme... KEEP HAVING THE "LOL" WORD IN MOST OF THEIR SENTENCE.. FOR GOD SAKE! I JUST DON'T GET IT!!!!! cmon larh... dun't u think u're over using it???? wake up already!!!!! u dun't look cool or u dun't look lyke u're from the States at all!!!! i wish smbody can just hit u in the head n just make u realise that..it aint cool aite.. u know.. trying soo hard can sometymes kill u.. just chill larh.. we can absolutely use those words.. even i use it.. standard larh kn... but when u KEEP ON USING IT.. LYKE ALL THE TYME.. FOR MOST OF UR SENTENCE... u'll end up in my blog just lyke this.. hrmmmmmm...

ELF,
D

there's a reason to this...

2010-04-07T17:59:00.001+08:00

Lyrics | Hannah Montana lyrics - If We Were A Movie lyrics

got nothng to do with my previous post...its a whole different story

ELF,
D

what more do u want me to say?!

2010-04-07T01:52:00.002+08:00

this is a total different mood than my previous post.. gosh.. he really pissed me off.. no2.. not pissed me off.. its just... i dunt understand what do u actually want from me? what do u want me to say?

i had a friend... used to be a close fren when we were both in MRSM KKB... but.. since we're in MRSM TGB... we're no longer close lyke before.. i dunt noe.. maybe he found some cooler friends i guess.. we used to talk on the phone till late at night.. well basically we talk about nothng.. nadaaa.. ahahahaa..most of the tyme.. i'll fall asleep.. ahahaha... well i miss those days u know.. the thng is that.. when we're in tgb.. we barely say hye let alone a small chit chat.. i just dunt noe y.. he's getting different.. i dunt noe...maybe he'll say im different.. only god knows...i just dunt feel lyke saying hye or stuff lyke that because i can feel the distance between us friends ... i dunt thnk im an important friend to him anymore.. (ok y do i feel lyke crying? dammit!) i know.. i've been whining lyke a small kid.. talking bout this unimportant stuff.. but friendship is important to me... i just can't help it..

he got into a fight with his exgurlfren who happened to be a close friend of mine.. put urself in my shoe for a while.. both of ur best friends were fighting.. and u?? wut will u do? i hve to get involve... in this case.. i hve to turn my back against him bcoz i pity the girl more.. i dunt thnk she deserve that kind of treatment.. she is such a nice girl.. so i end up jeopardizing our friendship... but at that tyme.. i was sooo mad at him that i dunt thnk i knew him at all... lyke seriously... urghhhh!!!! i was sooo disappointed in him... i wrote a comment to him in his facebook saying that i was disappointed.. then he said smthng that really get on my nerves.. luckily abell was there... so he kindda distract me from giving out harsh words that might make thngs worse...

i haven't spoken to him for months.. but.. there's this one moment when i see one of my friend, an engineering student, anies farouk (that's her name in fb) was lyke sooo close to her guy friends that kindda remind me to him.. but still.. bcoz of my ego.. i let it be... until one day.. another friend of mine, Ase clear thngs up with me.. (its another different story... our situation is reversed here)..so i was thinking to myself.. if Ase had the guts to apologize..then i should too.. so.. i did.. though technically.. im not suppose to apologize.. but i did.. just to ease things up... but.. it did not turn out the way i want it to be... i apologize.. though i dunt have to! what do u want me to do? goshhh! now he's getting on my nerves.. but.. aishhhhh.. (y do i feel lyke crying again?)

a few days ago i was on my way back from PD.. and i was listening to BIG GIRLS DON"T CRY.. and it again reminds me of this old friend.. ahahaha... when we were in form 4.. it was during examination week.. he made a surprise visit to my class..and he sat behind me.. the class was sooo quite because everyone was busy studying biology.. but guess what.. my friend here was busy singing to big girls dunt cry.. and to make things worse.. it was soo loud and my classmate thought it was me since i wasnt facing them.. ahahhahahah..

so...basically y im posting this is because i miss u buddy.. since i had plenty of tyme at home doing nothng..so i kindda re-call all the memories i had with my friends back in kkb and even in MGS.... i was trying to get in contact with them again... bcoz i know friendship is somethng that i must treasure because i can never get it easily especially when u know sumone for a long tyme... gosh.. y is he acting this way? wasnt it suppose to be vice versa?! dammit! i hate u man... well i guess i should let time decide...

p/s: to my dearest daughter.. if u're reading this... dunt u ever thnk that im not on ur side ok or turning my back against u.. its just that.. i miss my old friend...and i want thngs to be ok between us.. but i guess... nvermind...love u hunny!

ELF,
D

dyana@ SUPER SHOW 2

2010-04-06T15:35:00.014+08:00

first thng first.. this memorable.. unforgettable event was on the 20th of March 2010! will mark that in my calender... so... kireen and i were already there by 11 am... yes.. AM.. the weather seems fine... but not THAT fine.. since u know.. malaysia is ALWAYS sunny..and HAWT! lyke the people.. hehee.. ok.. basically the show will start at 7pm... so.. do the math people.. how long do we hve to wait till its 7!!! 8 freaking HOURS!!!!!!!!! gosh! den i realized somethng... we didnt even bring food for our lunch.. all i hve at that tyme was money to buy SJ's merchandise... i am soooo not gonna spend even a penny on food and forgone the merchandise.. its just NO WAYYYY!!! goshhh..i should just kill myself!!!! sooo wut we did was.. start calling for those people who MIGHT helped us out.. frst we tried Kireen's brother and dad.. but they were smwhere else.. pretty kindda busy.. so.. NEXTTTT!!!! my savior.. papa..but! he said he's smwhere else as well..it was kindda frustrating bcoz no one can help us at that tyme.. its as if we're stranded in a deserted island or smthng.. so... we kindda ignore our hunger and just aim for the show tonight.. ouh yeah.. we were there early right? but guess wut? there are bunch of other people who are earlier than us.. and the line is already formed! gosh this people are just insane!!! that includes me n kireen ... ok2 ..back to the story.. we managed to make new friend with one singaporean girl.. ADILIA.. she's nice and her mom as well... its a long story.. make it short.. she was suppose to be there with her friend but smthng came up..she have to be here alone.. done..kireen and i took turns to go n buy the merchandise.. i gave her rm100 and told her to buy whatever she can grab...then she came along with a huge plastic bag.. since it was sooo hot she bought us each an umbrella!!! thank godddd!!!! den there's also fan.. and some other stuff..then its my turn to go.. wuhuuuuu!!!

yeah peeps.. the long q...

im tired already... can u tell??

i wasss soooo bored so i take a walk...and guess what..i saw there's this group of guys dancing to SUPER GIRL..and they were good!!! yes amazingly they were good...and i got my eye on this one tall chinese guy.. he's HAWT! ahaahahah...and he dance well too... such a bonus! ahahahaa.. then due to request from EVERYONE... they perform SORRY SORRY as well.. haishhh.. *melting2*..hawtness strikes!!! then i saw a banner and i just sign on it.. kireen as well... then we sit back at our place eating ice cream..

oh yeah... u guys are awesome!!!! gud job! the one i lyke is in the middle.. hehehe

ouh yeah people... i did it.. hahhhahaa... how? its for me to know and for u to find out... heheheh

the banner... ouh yes... we believe in what SJ believe..

ye dgn slumbernyer i pown sign larhhh... *wink2*

by 3.30.. they opened the booth for us to buy other merchandise.. this tyme is the shirt and flag.. but! its not actually their pict.. its just the cartoon that resembles them.. SJ wore it while performing one of their song.. and the total for both items were RM120.. and i was lyke.. ok that's crazy... i might as well spend on somethng else...so we didnt buy it.. since they had the booth right behind us.. there were lyke lots and lots of people lining up and trying to mess up our line... mcm x bleh jadi nieh! aishhhhh... sooo.. we stood up and line up properly..no.. actually not properly.. we've been squeeze lyke hellll!!!!! and guess wut.. while being squeeze.. i manage to make some new friends too.. i forgot to ask their names.. but.. they are nice!! gosh how i wish i had their contact numb.. so.. basically we've been squeeze for about 4 hours!!!! yeah bcoz the gate opened at 7.. n the worse part is when these people start pushing from all sides.. except from the front obviously.. left right back.. everywhere.. n i was sooo dizzy and here's a story.. there are a few korean girls who switch on their music player and start singing along to SJ's song.. that kindda lift up my spirit.. so.. im back with more energy! ahahahahha... (x bleh blah gler)...but seriously.. SJ is worth all this torture.. ahahha

i can see adilia is suffering and kireen? .... maintain~~~~ ahahahah

seriously.. that korean girl behind me is a tough one.. she can squeeze me! imagine that!

dang! its 7! and im in!!!! im in the stadium!!! gosh! the feeling is just indescribable.. it was amazing.. we were lyke running although there's not sooo many people yet.. but still.. i dunt noe y we're all running.. my new frens and kireen and2...i of course...and once i stepped into that place.. gosh! it was uh-mazing!!! all the way inside..there were SJ posters greeting us.. gosh2!!! jumping up and down!!!!! then we get to our ROCK PITT B.. there are just few people in there.. then there were two opening act and the first one was great.. the second one was lyke.. WUTDA HELL??? i thnk he's a new artist from malaysia.. but please.. u're just hrmmmm.. nothng.. some thngs are better left unsaid... ahahahaa... while waiting for SJ...the ELF who were very supportive made a ELF wave!!!!! it was sooo cool... the first trial was a bit mess up bcoz some people are not giving their cooperation.. but the second one was amazing.. the wholeee stadium involve!!! amazinggggg!!!! ELF! u people rock!

ouh yeah baby!!! we've made it!

tired but still.. can't wait!!!!!

ouh yeah.. bout this self-made banner.. i buat bnde nieh around pkul 12 tgh malam gk arh.. the night before the concert 2h... yeah.. that was it...ugly i know.. but the thoughts that count...

drum roll please... and exactly at 8 theres a slide show and everyone were screaming lyke hell..and BAMM! BAMM! BAMM! SJ members appear from all sides of the stadium! gosh!!! thats hawt! im not gonna talk about their performance because you can buy the DVD later.. i know they'll be selling it...u better sell it SPEEDY! we're counting on u... to sums up the show that night.. their performance was amazing! spectacular! cute! hawt! and all the words u can find to describe SJ... ouh yeah... there were 3 people missing.. Kibum, Kangin and Hankyung.. with their own valid reasons...

cute isn't it??? awwwww..donghae and eunhyuk!

aigoooo..teeukie2 leeteukie!! u really look lyke an angel who lost his wings..huhuhu

my favourite DIVA of SJ! he is a true diva i tell u..

awwww henry! u look soooo adorable in here....

kyu! aishhhh.. melting2.. what a smile larh weyhhhhhh... cuteness strikesss!!!

boiling2... hawt nyer x terkata! siwonieee!!!

the everlasting friends who have everlasting fans to support them! =)

fuh!!!! renungan menusuk kalbu.. (note to LILI: not MENCUCUK kalbu okeyh..)
and again.. kyuhyun is soooo adorable!!!!! arghhhhhh!!!

PUFF THE MAGIC DRAGON~ sngguh cute okeyh SJ!

yesung oppa! mmg no doubt larh.. suare u mmg meletup arh! grrrrr...

aigooooo...kiyopta! ryewookieee.. cutenyerr...

perh..sungmin.. u mmg nmpk different than ur natural personality... u nmpk very manly in here! grrrrrr!

the best part was... i brought along our sorry sorry performance and i save it in a cd... and the "album" cover was our pict.. and i put it on the stage since the fans were throwing gifts on the stage.. my hope was..make sure the crew give it to them later.. but.. there's a miracle!!! a much2 better miracle... there was this one member of SJ, DONGHAE walked past me..and he stopped in front of me and he was looking at somethng on the stage.. i was staring at him.. then he took that something and he take a closer look at it. then he smiled! and i was lykee... DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT'S MY CD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OUR PERFORMANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! U TOOK IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i try to take pict.. but since he keeps on moving.. its not clear.. i was stunned and speechless..i just look at him.. he walked to the front of the stage and he put it in a different box... OMG! he is sooo gonna watch it!!!!! gosh! SUPER JUNIOR IS ALSO OUR AUDIENCE!!!!!! that's such an honor! ahahah.. i told kireen bout it and at first she was expression-less.. (i just came up with the word) then later.. she started screaming lyke a lunatic!!!!! and the not so cool part was.. she kept on hitting me NON-STOP!!!!! it hurts.. lyke seriously..it hurts! aishhhhh

ok..dye dh on the way... wait2...

the cd dh ade kt tgn dye.. in his left hand.. since the fish is in his right kn...and he is still looking at it...

dye pegi ltk cd 2h dkt dlm kotak dpn stage! huarghhhh!!!!!!!

the concert was about 3 hours..then it ended.. its pretty kindda sad..that's y i hate when all good things come to an end.. but we had fun..thank u sooo much SJ! and they promise to come back actually..i'll be waiting for u!!!! ahahahaha.. then while we're on our way out... kireen and i stepped on the stairs of the stage where SJ walked just now.. so we were lyke! gosh! we walked on the same stairs as SJ did! then kireen said she's gonna post in her fb.. "we breathe the air that SJ breathe" i was about to add on... "as well as other thousands of people".. but i just let her had her moment first... now im saying it.. ahahah.. dongsaeng! mianhae..

we're tired.. can u tell???

so..that's the end of it.. people keep asking me.. "D,how was the concert" and i was lyke.. "it is amazing.. words can never be able to describe".. well.. that's true actually.. its not that i dunt wanna tell u guys.. but i dunt even noe where to begin.. its lyke sooo cool!!! uhmazing! superb!! fabulous! urghhh..i hate it when there's no word to describe this amazing thing...thanks to those amazing people! ahahha

these are the merchandise that i manage to buy on that day.... tmbh collection...

that's all from me peeps.. more picts are all in my FB... drop by anytime!! see u soon! tuddlessss

ELF,
D

SS2 update coming soon people!!!

2010-04-06T01:28:00.003+08:00

i thnk i'll update bout the WHOLEEEEE concert tmorrow.. wish me luck! ahahhaha... i know its been ages..but duh! who cares.. its better late than never... hehehe

ELF,
D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAGGOT!

2010-04-02T23:01:00.008+08:00

AHAHAHAAHA...ske aku! i mmg ske pnggl dye maggot... u ask y??? hrmmmm.. she can sometimes.. no2.. not sometimes... most of the tyme be really..i mean extremelyyyyy irritating.. ahahahha... in a gud way.. hows that??? dye x buat i rse mnyampah kt dye taw... dye buat i rse... "eeee..minah nieh larh...aku gigit jgk kowt!" sort of mcm 2h larh... well.. to begin with... she's my dearest beloved cousin... her name is PIAH..yes people...that is her real name..as stated in her IC... very the K*****G??? i knowwwwww.... ahahahhha... but 2 larh... what more can i say.. ok2.. stop with the crap... her real name is ATHIRAH SOFEA... *cnfrm kluar dlm search result google nieh*... its her birthday today... i've been trying to do something special for her but the more i tried..the more i screwed it up... i dgn smngt nyer nak wish one day earlier.. skali.. terwish 2 days earlier kn.. yes people.. i dh x tgk dh calender skrng neih...

PIAH, what do u want for ur birthday???? i'll tell pak cak and aunty siti... ahahahhha...i bet by now msti u dh dpt wut u want dh kn? well.. all i wanna say is...HAPPY BIRTHDAY COUSIN AND LOVE U SOOOOOOOO MUCH.. though i never..never ever2 said ily before.. but u know ryte that i love u... huhuh..and2.. when im in uitm.. while u're on hols.. u keep on bugging me and sometimes i kindda ignore u and treat u kindda harsh kn... but hunny.. i didnt mean it to be that way... at that tyme.. im busy with stuff and im effin jealous that u people are on holidays.... but.. now.. i know u're jealous of me since im on a longggg holiday.. ahahah.. lyke seriously long holiday... ouh yeah... one more thng... bleh x bg clue wut my bday present is? suspen kowt... aishhh...

and people.. one thing u should know about her is... this tiny person is bubbly and a very fun person larh 2 hang out with.. lucky to those people who know her... including me.. yes piah.. im being sweet now.. there's no need to tease me...its ur day today.. u deserve this pown... and2.. most important thng of all.. only to her... only this person here.. i rse i x pnah larh marah or benggang or hate yg real nyer.. she never makes me feel that way... yesssss piahhh.. u never... dh x pyh kembang sndri okeyh..please.. i beg u...

and2.. she have this special bad habit/ attitude.. i dunt noe which category this thing falls in.. wherever she goes.. she must buy smthng! ahahahahahaa....bak kte aunty i... even klau dye pegi pasar malam pown.. she must buy smthng.. she'll buy getah rmbut yg colour hitam 2h.. (u people know kn which one?) and2... if dye pegi 7e... she must buy smthng gk.. guess wut she get for herself this tyme.. food?? drink?? magazine??? sweets?? chocolates?? junk food?? no people! no... smue salah.. she bought herself.. a... TOOTHBRUSH! lyke wut the hell man??? ahahahahahaha..ok2.. i thnk that's all... its her birthday..so i hve to be nice to her.. just today.. just today dyana.. sabar2...

these are some of our memories cam-whoring together... in our family.. both of us hve this syndrome... the rest x de...ini ikowt chronology..

ini mse budak2 lg.. u can see her face.. mcm innocent jewr...

during raya.. not sure which year...

this was during tok ayah' s wedding.. dunt ask me y i wear that...hrmmmmm

thats it kowt PIAH..all i wanna say is... i love u and have a wonderful birthday.. and god bless u! tuddles!

ELF,
D

lady gaga madness

2010-04-02T22:11:00.003+08:00

lady gaga... once i mentioned her name... i bet all of u know who she is... my title actlly really resembles her... first is because she herself has this weird, wacky style... maybe u'll say that i dunt hve taste in fashion since i criticize her... but the fact is...i can't find any aspect of her that i lyke except for her songs.. i admit it..i love em... so that's another madness... people will go.. "just dance..." and some will go.."i wanna take a ride on ur disco stick..."and some will go.."rah rah ah ah ah..roma romama.. ..gagaulalaa.." and etc2...

here's a story ...diz evening..i went to skbrp to fetch my younger brther from school... i was early so i hve to wait for him for quite sometime... den exactly at 6.30... theres a troop? no..bunch?? no2.. ouh god... lyke seriously RAMAI GLER LARH BUDAK2 NIEH.. n smue pakat2 nk langgar i kn... weyh!!! ak skit nyer besar kewr kt situ! x nmpk kewr dik oih...

ok2..highlight dye... mse akak nga duk melangut tunggu daiyan yg mmg lmbt gler nk kuar class.. skali ade sorng minah nieh jalan dpn i ngn mmber dye larh...ceyh..dri jaoh byase jewr.. nmpk cm budak standard one byase arh...mkin dekat.. anddd... bammm! RAH RAH AH AH AH..ROMA ROMAMA.. GAGA ULALALA...she was singing to that ngn confidentnyer nieh.... wordings smue btol... frankly speaking.. im impressed...ahahahah.. LADY GAGA! no wonder u're popular... ok2.. i know im making a big deal out of a small matter.. tp lps i nmpk budak 2h... tros! tpikir nk update dlm blog.. congratz budak! u made it to my blog! ahahhaha

ELF,
D

baby?

2010-04-02T00:33:00.010+08:00

ok..my previous post was my pict and kangin's right??? haaaaa... there's a brand new story peeps... my another friend LILI told me to do smthng silly... (ouh gosh..it rhymes! ahahaha) she told me to produce my baby's pict... wondering2??? ahahahaha... its a morph thing.. u can find it at the internet... bcoz there's a friend of mine did that before and it turned out great..so she suggest me to do it as well.. since im stuck beyond the valley of bored-ness...(there's no such word, i know) .. i go with the flow! ahahahahahaha.... soooooo... here's the result... i have my baby!!!!!!!!!!!! wuhuuuu....

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ahahahhahahahha...crazy?? i know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahahahahahaha... but.. it seems lyke i can do silly stuff when im bored!!! wuhuuuu

ELF,
D

couple pict???? uikss???

2010-04-01T18:33:00.002+08:00

tadaaaa!!!! since i hve nothing to do at home...this is what i did larh kn...its so small..but yet..it is soooooooo meaningful..

i have to give creadits to my friend NAJIE for giving me the rough idea... ahahahaha..
p/s: najie.. tadaaaaa!!!!

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ELF,
D

current silly obsession

2010-03-29T23:16:00.004+08:00

when it comes to D... this obsession thingy is not new and its not a shocking news either... some of u who hve known me since the past few years might yawn when i start bragging bout my latest obsession.. well.. people.. its not an obsession over a guy or some gorgeous male artist.. (it might have something to do with it though)

sooo..lets start.. NOW!!!! as some of you hve concerned.. i am head over heals bout KANGIN.. right2??? since he was involved in 2 cases.. i mean serious cases.. 1) assault and 2) DUI... (i dunt give a damn bout this.. because everyone makes mistake... and this tyme.. he's being unlucky... its ok... i'll stand by you! ahakz! back to the story~) so.. he is not in a perfectly good condition.. he did not involved himself in any SJ activities ,be it talk show, variety show and even my biggest nightmare being absent from the SUPER SHOW concert... i know he's facing a hard tyme... however, from the latest news i heard.. kangin is actually free from all these cases since this year... but he did not make any appearance because he was sooo ashamed of himself that he couldn't face his fans...and he is lyke punishing himself...

as a fan/girlfriend (idols said that okeyh.. fans are their girlfriends) dunt blame me! =P
i discovered smthng.. a song... that can be specially dedicated to him... haaaaa... and what can it be this tyme dyana???
drum-rolls!!!!!!!!

I'LL STAND BY YOU- The Pretenders

Oh, why you look so sad? Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now.
Don't be ashamed to cry, let me see you through
Cause I've seen the dark side too.
When the night falls on you, you don't know what to do,
Nothing you confess could make me love you less
I'll stand by you, I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you.
So, if you're mad get mad, don't hold it all inside,
Come on and talk to me now.
And hey, what you got to hide? I get angry too
But I'm alot like you.
When you're standing at the crossroads, don't know which path to choose,
Let me come along, cause even if your wrong
I'll stand by you, I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you.
Take me into your darkest hour, and I'll never desert you.
I'll stand by you.
And when, when the night falls on you baby, you're feeling all alone,
You won't be on your own, I'll stand by you. I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you. I'll stand by you
Take me in into your darkest hour and I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you.

gosh! the song itself is just wonderful and the lyrics... arghhhhh!!! its just for him!!!! nampyeon... im dedicating this song for u... hope u lyke it... ahakz...

that is the introduction people.. ahahahhaa... no2.. kiddin..what im trying to say.. i am currently hving my silly obsession over this song... and whenever i start singing this song... i'll imagine im singing it to him.. spooky? crazy?? I KNOW! tell me about it.. but i just can't help it.. im doing my fangirl-ing thing... ahaahahaha... ouh come on.. dunt tell me u people dunt hve this silly imaginations too... haaaa.. haaaaa... *wink2* feel free to share in this blog aite...

based on my previous experience... i mean fancy-ing an artist... i think when it comes to kangin.. my condition is at the RED LEVEL.. i mean.. serious level... lyke wut the hell man... so far.. i've never celebrated any artists' birthday or wuteva anniversary.. ever... but.. i did celebrate kangin's birthday with my friends at uitm.. call me crazy.. i dunt care.. ahhahahaa... i wanted to upload the picts.. but there's this one culprit who took my phone.. so.. im left with nothing.. sorry guys..pathetic? i kn0www....i think that's all... before i start talking bout him in detail.. i might as well stop here.. till we meet again..

annyong!

ELF
D

im missing missing you

2010-03-23T21:41:00.002+08:00

gosh... its been century since the last tyme i posted my last entry... man... thats a personal record baby! hrmmmm... sooo.. what can i say? i wanted to update my SUPER JUNIOR SUPER SHOW live in MALAYSIA... but.. ive been trying to upload the picts and to make things worse.. it took AGESSSS!!!!! n im not the patient kindda person.. as u all know...

well2..where should i start.. aaaaa...can i say that i miss my peeps already... aishhhhh.. can i go lyke one by one.. no2.. that's dangerous.. i might hve left some people's name.. i should just go randomly.. no2.. that's even worse... aishhh.... chinchaaaa!!!! ok2...i'll do wuteva... as i lyke okeyh? cool!

frst thng frst.. i think i miss my classmate LWA021.. its pretty kindda unbelievable when it reached the end.. its lyke so soon... i guess NELLY FURTADO got her point.. good things do come to an end... well.. i think i've never said this to anyone of you before.. but.. here it goes.. i really appreciate the moment we shared together.. the stupid jokes.. the gossiping and other silly stuff...im not gonna highlight any names because its gonna be unfair..so if i mentioned anythng that is related to u..than.. i AM talking about u...ouh.. i miss cam-whoring with some people... i miss fighting and hitting this one particular person... i miss bullying this somebody.. i miss picking up a fight with u guys..i miss being one of the best stalker in the whole wide world!!!! i miss embarrassing u people....all in all.. i miss u guys.. lyke yeah.. a lot! i noe its only been few days.. but im talking bout a long-term period.. ahahahahahah...ouh yeah.. almost forgot... it was really sweet of u guys who are involved in trying to give me the best birthday present ever! the thought that counts.. not the flow... it was really2.. extremely sweet and nice of u guys.. and im sooo sorry that HE had ruined it... if from the very beginning i had my eyes on ABG GEE.. things would turned out fine i suppose...

movin on..my beloved roommates... awwwwwww... girls... lyke seriously.. i miss u guys.. ummi and her friends..fatin,wan and the very similar GA-EUL shii... i miss u guys too okeyh.. and my rummate, farah adila... or shld i say NORDEE.. simple.. and much2 easier.. babe.. i miss ckp mrepek2 ngn u.. especially my favourite line.. "babe.. u rase ***** tgh buat ape?" and other stuff lyke that...n sharing stories... that's one thing i'll never forget... n2... last but not least.. REEREEN... reereen..i seriously gonna miss u... but the thing that made me kindda frustrated is that we discovered the TILAM thingy too late..lyke 2 days before the end... how sad... ouh2.. highlight kite! LALALALALALALALALA~~~~ ble nk practice nieh? aishhh..i will practice OH! sndri..u practice lagu nieh araso?? reen2..kau nieh kdang2...n i miss looking at my ruumies being stalker...hahahaaa... to my rummate lme.. kireen, mak cik and jihan... i miss u guys lyke hell larh... seriously... when we ate together most of the tyme... gosh! miss it.. miss it! when we start doing STUPID STUFF.. i mean lyke seriously stupid stuff... ahahahaha...aigooo.. miss it...T_T

finally... SUPER JUNIOR MALAYSIA team members...this sorry2 thingy really have its own memory larh...though u guys might hate me during the practice and stuff.. because im being inconsiderate or stuff lyke that.. but the only thing i noe at that tyme is to get things done and perfect.. i might used some harsh words that might hve hurt ur feelings.. but at that tyme.. that's the only thing im able to do... if i talk nicely.. u might not take it seriously... but! most important thing is that...we did it.. perfectly.. well.. perfect from my view.. i dunt give a damn bout other's views and stuff.. and what the hell man?! SUPER JUNIOR are also our audience.. how great can it be? wut more can we ask for??? ahahahaa... kamsahamnida DONGHAE OPPA....

i shall call it a day..im tired already... gotta go.. nk smbung tgk "WULI NEN SUPER JUNI-OHYEO!"

annyeonghigaseyo.. till we meet again...

E.L.F
D

baby are u down down down down downnnn

2010-02-14T23:57:00.001+08:00

ok..agk down skrng...test lyke bnyk gler.. assignment pown kne antar...presentation for persuasive speech lg...but thank god!!!!! super junior is with me! walalaweyh..klau x de dyeorg.. i rse i dh break down dh nieh.. ngade2.. i noe! but can't help it... plus.. im just telling the truth kn... so ok larh 2h...

SUPER JUNIOR SARANGHAE!

E.L.F
D

yaaaaa!!!!

2010-02-14T22:52:00.000+08:00

sngguh x relevant lngsng the post ngn my upcoming crite nieh... well not a crite exactly.. i just nk bising that i have sooo much to study! LAW 2 and LAW 3!!!!! arghhhhh!!!!! stressnyerrrrrr....

E.L.F,
D

U GO GURLS!!!

2010-02-13T16:39:00.002+08:00

these gurls are lyke seriously good! though they follow exactly lyke wut the artist did... but.. dunt u ever think that's an easy task...these girls are soooo cool that i feel lyke calling them and tell them how good they were! you should watch it.... cmon join me!

GEENIE-by SNSD

SORRY SORRY-by SUPER JUNIOR

RING DING DONG-by SHINEE

ELF,
D

perhhh!!!! nk mngis bleh?!

2010-02-13T16:26:00.002+08:00

okeyh...its a parody.. but still.. klau nk buat pown.. jgn arh mngelikn sgt ok! hahaahaa.. have a look for urself!

plng teruk is part 0:57! lyke wut the hell man? geli siot!

malas gler larh nk study okeyh!!!!

beyond the valley of randomness

2010-02-12T11:50:00.010+08:00

such place exist kewr? lyke wuteva larh..ignore that part... alright... what do i hve to tell u guys ??? hrmmmm.... i have lyke bunch of things to do... hrmmmm.. lets see..

1) test law 2
2) test law 3
3) test bel
4)PERFORMANCE SORRY SORRY for dinner
5) test economics
6) test global issues
7) persuasive speech
8) FINAL EXAM

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and....the best part issssssss...

CONCERT SUPER SHOW SUPER JUNIORRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

rock pit baby..that's the way ahak2 i lyke it.. ahak2...that's the way ahak2 i lyke it.. ahak2!

ok2.. enough with ahak2... ouh yeah... one more thing.. have i told u guys bout my friendster profile was hacked by some anonymous person...and to make things worse.. that person drop comments on his photos! lyke wut the hell man? i felt embarrassed though it wasn't me.. but im sure that he will get the wrong idea.. cmon larh.. i had enough of that bull shits... i am trying my best to erase him... but y must this anonymous hacker have to go start all over again.. i just don't understand... lyke seriously dunt understand...

and2.. i am a bit frustrated larh.... he seems to be pretty kindda...hrmmm.. how am i suppose to say it...dye mcm x ske i contact dye blek... the way he replied larh...i can see kowt.. its obvious... so fineeeeeeee... thank god i still have my OPPAs who will always be with me! ahahahaha... (im losing my mind.. i can tell!)

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY OPPA!!!!!

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SUNGMIN OPPA (1st Jan)

KANGIN OPPA! (17th Jan) - my bear2!

i even celebrated his birthday with my friends with secret recipe chocolate fudge!...prove... tadaaaa!!!!

KYUHYUN OPPA (3rd FEB)

HANKYUNG OPPA! (9th FEB)

SIWON OPPA (10th FEB)

wishing u guys all the best in wutever u do..n i will be loving u forever! i am an ELF! saranghaeyo SUPER JUNIOR...

Ever Lasting FAN ,
D

BIRTHDAYS

2010-02-06T15:10:00.002+08:00

first is mine... i celebrated my birthday with my classmates... i'll never forget it... with the food fight.. which is my favourite part.. and the tipu x jadi part.. i love it! i'll update more on it later when i have tyme and when i have the pictures with me...

moving on to HIS birthday... to he-who-must-not-be-named.. today is the 6th of Feb... and its YOUR BIRTHDAY! god bless u and gud luck larh in everything you do... just wish that.. i dunt noe... have a blast on ur birthday! how did he take it eyh? 21? with the 2 infront.. x rse down kewr? me being 19 pown dh mcm frust... since its the last year being a teen kn.. aish... dyana2.. kau nieh kadang2....

lots of love,
D

NEVER BEEN LUCKY

2010-01-22T23:47:00.002+08:00

*sigh*

what can u say when i start my post with a sigh? frustrated? well... u got it right! here's the story

i've been.. well.. what's the word yeah? i fancy one of my ****** in uitm... he looks cool.. tall and a plus because he is a ***** player... so... its lyke soooo super duper cool.. some of my classmates kindda like him too.. but tbantut since im soooo giving them the look if they ever mentioned they lyke him n stuff.. wuteva2... just now.. at 10 ++.. my dearest classmate.. lili.. she texted me and said she had a news ... i was lyke.. ok.. this must be bout the guy she fancy.. never thought it was for me.. then i went online.. and she said she found the- guy- i -fancy facebook.. i was pretty kindda excited.. but! there's a catch! noo.. worse than a catch! he had a gf already... all this while... some unpleasant voices told me that he's gay larh ape larh... skali.. hamek kau! dh ade gf.. so its such a turn off! thank god this tyme it is sooo undercover... when i say under cover... it means.. he got no clue that i fancy him.. seriously.. thank goddd!!!! before this.. all my crush smue.. they were all well informed bout it.. ahahahaha.. sooo... what more can i say...to sum things up.... knowing that that guy had a gf.. its such a turn off.. and... the news is one of the *best* birthday present ever! wallaaaaa.. dyana.. u just strt ur new year with a fantastic one... aishhh... chinchaa..

whatever,
D

MY NIGHT ACTIVITY

2010-01-22T23:36:00.003+08:00

every night i go.. every night i go... sneaking out the door... i lie a little more... baby.. i'm helpless...

ok2...got nothing to do pown with wut im about to say here.. wellllll... guess what.. recently.. my classmate n i.. found our new activity...i won't say a word about it.. but its an activity.. that.. ouh god! i love it the most!!!!!!!! it involves those PEOPLE i love lyke hell.. any idea??? we will sweat lyke hell... n i'll be having the time of my life when we're doing it... ahahah... its for me to know and for you to find out.. xoxo

keep guessing people... anyone with the correct answer.. will win a dinner with me.. which is on you.. hahaahahaha...

SUJU <3
D

when i learn to forgive and forget

2010-01-06T21:36:00.002+08:00

welll...what more can i say.. i guess the title itself dh bleh bg u all hint ape i nk ckp nieh kn... since its a brand new year.. i wanna be a better person larh i thnk..so i nk lpekn all those soooo high school pnye problem. except for some few yg x apologize uh.. maintain arh benggang dye kn.. but to those yg dh.. well.. not really apologize.. u hve the effort to berbaek2 dgn i 2h.. i appreciate it larh... so.. yg lme2 2h.. let bygones be bygones arh kn...soooo.. thats it kowt post today.. i malas nk bnyk2 bunyi... tgh layan super junior nieh....ahakz! tuddles people!

SUPER JUNIOR DIE -HARD- FAN
D

DYANA IS BACK IN ACTION!

2010-01-04T22:16:00.002+08:00

okeyh... maybe just for a while jewr larh kowt... KOWT! ahahahahaha.. welll... first and foremost... HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!! to tell u bout how i celebrate my new year.. this year would be the worse.. i x realise pown it was NEW YEAR.. sbb ape?? i tertido awl gler kowt! around 9++ ahahaha... den... next morning ble i bgn... i tgk newspaper ade picture all these bunga api n all.. den bru larh i realise its NEW year already! yeahhhaaa... pathetic? i KNOW!!!! ahahahahaa... ini dsebabkn.. da night before.. i stay up till 3.30 tgk SUPER JUNIOR... den... morningnyer i kne wake up at around 7.15 sbb nk pegi buat ic! yaaaaaa... imagine larh.. ngantok gler.. den i pnye plan..blek 2h trus nk smbung tdo..but guess what?

DAIYAN: na... adek nak tgk super junior yg nana tgk smlm 2h...
ME: haaa???
DAIYAN: alaaa...yg nana tgk smlm n adek tgk skit 2h...
ME: ooooooo.. (dlm hati *mlepas tdo ak!*)..ok

xkn i nk bg daiyan tgk tp i x tgk kn? NO WAY! ahaha.. so i pown join skaki ngn daiyan... there goes my sleep.. haishhh... sbb 2h larh i tertdo awl smpai x realise it was even NEW YEAR!!! yaaaaaa...

ok... wut else? ouh yeah.. bout my MIA... bkn i nk gone missing without reason taw dear peeps... i agk bz lately nieh.. smue course i ade assignment.. (i noe korunk pown sme..) den... well..i noe this reason... yg bakal i ltk nieh mmg unacceptable..im busy with super junior.. ahahahahaa... serious.. fully occupied.. day and night.. but still.. studies x dek larh lpe tros kn.. ade larh selit2.. (incase parents i bce okeyh...).. seriously..BADLY ADDICTED! even my mum.. no2.. satu family...dh knal dh spe SUPER JUNIOR nieh... heeee.. thx to me i guess.. *wink2*.... so.. all in all.. bygkn i tgh mnyanyi n mnari kt korunk SORRY SORRY.. heeeeeeeeeeeee......

ouh...tmorrow we'll be going to PALACE of JUSTICE... mse lecturer strt2 ckp 2h.. i mati2 ingt palace of the golden horses.. haish... x larh plak.. so..i guess that is the nearest palace i'll be goin.. so.....so long people! i'll be back with more updates!

SUPER JUNIOR DIE HARD FAN
love D

Finally im here people!

2009-12-16T09:35:00.002+08:00

okeyh... how long since the last tyme i post my blog???? gosh... such a long2 time ago...(okeyh 2 over arh kn... x dek arh long mane pown...) well...what can i say... im not THAT busy... its just that.. okeyh larh..mmg i busy pown.. lots n lots of assignments n all... serious.. smue sbject i dh ade assignment.. mati2 larh mak ingt lyke minggu2 dpn kewr bru dpt.. skali.... bru da second week dh dpt smue assignment kn... wut daaaa... but still.... optimistic dyana is in charge kn... so.. i rse bnde 2h STANDARD ARH 2h... ahahahaha... ble assignment smue dh almost nk siap.. lega gler larh babe...

wut else i wanna say eyh? ouh yeah.. i miss my buddies!! all of u!!!!! i dunno y.. i rindu u guysssss... nk meet up.. tp ssh kowt... skrng nieh ade yg tgh on hols...n lyke me.. ade yg dh strt new sem... *sigh*... xpe la u guys.. nnt kite organize larh reunion baek punya wokeyh? spe nk in charge? so not me! i can in charge of the entertainment arh okeyh.. itu i volunteer! muahahahaha....

next up is... my latest obsession! perh! WALALAWEYH!!! i mentioned before kn... i minat gler SUPER JUNIOR kn..skrng nieh i nga smngt nk blaja bhse korea lak... or if im not mistaken.. its HANGUL? kowt... lbeyh kurang arh 2h.. i hve my two dongsaengs (adek2 prempuan) who are into this tooo!!!!! KIREEN N SYUE! they help me a lot! they share with me all kind of stuff that are related to SUJU! bhgie mak okeyh!!!! n not to forget,.. my fellow classmates.. QILA/KIKILALA... dye pown minat yoyo'o nieh suju nieh... so sharing is caring arh kn.. yg case BOO lak... i strt tnjuk2 kt dye..den dye strt minat MY MAN! haish.. sbar jewr arh mak! dye bajet minat SIWON i.. aishh.. chinchaa... tp pape pown... kasahamnida to all... for sharing all these stuff with me! its lyke im living in my whole world! ahahahahahhaaha... yg pnting.. my birthday nnt.. i really hope larh kn.. ade larh kaitan ngn SUJU nieh.. x kesah larh pape pown... gosh! its gonna be the best arh weyh!

p/s: brpe eyh ticket nk g KOREA? heeeeeee.... *wink2* "PA...heeeeeee..."

SARANGHAE!!!
D

busy busy lady

2009-12-01T23:38:00.003+08:00

gosh! walaaaa.. its been a while since my last post ryte?.. when was it?? hrmmmm.. well... wutevs... okeyh... not much i can say bout my update n stuff.. bcoz.. ive been kindda busy lately... with classes and classes and more classes aaa.. not to forget.. assignments and assignments and MORE ASSIGNMENTS.. seriously... loaded larh... im sick and im tired.. the only thng that can really boost me up is SUPER JUNIOR... believe it or not.. its true okeyh... there's no need for tongkat ali or kacip fatimah or red bull or smthng lyke that.. SUJU will do.. ahhaha.. i noe.. silly me.. but that's the thing larh... its their season.. unfortunately..i've been drag in to join all these people to fancy them... *willingly*

what else? hrmmmm..thnking2... ouh yeah.. wut will u do.. if u noe a person..not THAT close.. but kindda close larh.. then as tyme past by.. u realised that he/she is starting to annoy u???? talk to him/her??? or just kasi sign jewr?? gosh... *rolling eyes*

what else2???? hrmmm.. ouh yeah! im soooo sorry if i x sempat nk bce ur blog... bcoz seriously.. i x pnah bz mcm nieh.. so cm kelam kabut sket skrng nieh... sorry gler2 to my beloved blogger mates!

what elseeee?? ouh yeah! im in a relationship with 13 people at the same tyme!!! kn boo kn?? hahahahahahaha.. i noe... agree 100% ngn i.. ahahahahhaa... DILA.. i thnk u might wanna update urself on this.. brand new one babe! ahahahahha

you know you love me,xoxo
D

LADY D IN THE CLUB!!!

2009-11-23T22:02:00.002+08:00

okeyh people.... sngguh2 larh lme okeyh since the last tyme i update... gler larh... i rse since the day i nk msok snie kn.. its been two weeks dh i kt snie....i bjet hero..i x kidnap my mum pnye broadband..i end up to be the one suffering... ok! i jd mcm org gler kjap..i x bleh nk bkk fb.. den i x bleh nk update blog.. perhhhh.. gler larh.. but.. thanx to boo.. dye bg i pnjam dye pnye broadband...

wuts my new update eyh? not much except for im falling far the boys group from korea.. SUPER JUNIOR.. i noe2... b4 this im the one yg plng bsmngt gler larh kutuk bagai nk rak okeyh... gler2 nyer larh i kutuk..wut did i say eyh??

1) omg.. jambu gler larh mke.. (for the record.. i mmg fancy mke jambu2 nieh... but not that jambu..)

2) apsal poyo sgt? so wanna be!

stakat neih..itu jewr yg i ingt...then.. ble my roomate.. JIHAN.. bg i tgk satu tv show mamat nieh.. perh!!! walalaweyh!!! sungguh cutee!!! n i ske dyeorg that moment onward.. fall for them lyke hell.. or should i say addicted! ahahahahaha... seriousness in town...lps nieh.. seriously..i x nk benci ape2 or spe2 dgn smngt nyer.. bcoz i end up to like them! gosshhh.. but as far as im concern..i've been thru this situation for quite a number gk arh.. gosh... btol larh ape org slame nieh ckp.. jgn benci sgt..nnt ske.. so! people... HYPOTHESIS ACCEPTED!!!!! muahaahahaa

thats it kowt.. ouh! blom2.. ade lg sket.. i heard someone ade visit kkb eyh? i wonder who that person might be.. ahakz.. how long will he be staying here eyh??? *wonder2* wanna see him but at the same tyme.. no.. i dunt wanna see him... mix feelings arh people... so that's all larh kowt...

I KNOW YOU PEOPLE MISS ME LYKE HELL, xoxo
D

SICK AND TIRED

2009-11-13T00:03:00.002+08:00

ok.. im sick n im tired of all the rumors.. this is all about exam results... first.. it was supposed to be on the 10th of November.. than they said it was in December.. ok finee.. than! it is suddenly 12th of November.. den.. its on the 13th of November.. so okayyyyy!!! until NOW.. this very moment.... we dunt noe when is it coming out for real...

that's one.. thennnn.. its all about roses... ROSE.. ROSE.. ROSES... kolej m*w*r yg mmg x bleh blah! mcm shit jewr! GERAM AK! u wanna noe y? let me tell u y! frst.. dye sruh register.. so cm ok fine.. bleh trime sbb kolej laen pown buat the same thng..athough kteorg asasians mmg cnfrm2 larh dpt bilik for the second sem kn... then! dye sruh chck blek.. semak permohonan.. still bleh trime lg... den.. yadaa yadaa.. blablabla...den ble i chck... x bleh bkk ..status diproses amnde ntah..ak dh excited dh kn.ok.. now this is gettin on my nerve.. den.. dye kte plak... m*w*r fixkn our room.. so dunt u thnk they'll fix kn our roomies?! come on larh.. we are not bunch of 6 year old kids!!!!! u dunt fix things for us! we shld be free.. we have the rights!!! HUMAN RIGHTS PEOPLE!!! ok..that is soo out of the topic.. but! that's the thing. m*w*r is seriously getting on my nerve.. dunt make me strt a brand new semester with disaster would u?! come on larh.. y can't u just be like all other colleges.. they don't even have their clearance okeyh... but we m*w*rians.. with all the bloody clearance.. gosh! cry me a river! huarghhhhh.. rse cm nk tarek2 rmbut okeyh! x smngt dh nk strt new sem! gler ak!

you know i hate you,xoxo
D

DIDIE the CHOOSY

2009-11-11T01:22:00.002+08:00

it rhymes!!! but na-ah... that's a big bloody lie.. ahahahaha... well... i did a little note posting in FB... i've been tag by dearest BELL! *thank u for that babe.. u make me think..* what exactly am i saying bout "think" is that.. i dunt wanna b choosy.. but do u think i am?? bcoz after the note thngy.. i rse..errrrrrrr... nvermind.. u'll see it for urself....i'll copy paste for u peeps...

1. Do you need him to be good looking?
of course!!! ya allah..help me out with thissss....a chuck bass will do...or edward cullen? and the list goes on...

2. Smart?
brilliant! but please.. i dunt need sumone to tell me bout da historical events during our date! or make science experiment at that tyme! -_-

3. Preferred age?
elder... 1-3 years older would be fineee.. *wink2*

4. Preferred height?
more than 171 larh please!! not less pleaseeeeeeeee

5. How about sense of humor?
ulala.. i love thisss... i dunt want me to do all the talking n jokes.. good sense of humor would be such a turn on.. but please.. not STUPID jokes.. TURN OFF!!!! n not all the tyme...malas nk layan plak nnt...

6. How about piercings?
ouh please... u gonna look sexy i admit that.... BUT! not for me.... tlng larh jgn... mintak simpang.. choi2....wali spe weyh nnt????

7. Accepts you for who you are?
obviously ... wut question is ths??

8. Pink hair?
okayyyy... that's tricky.. ahahahh.. stupid! of course NOOOO!!!! though i love pink lyke effin hell!

9. Mushy or not?
hahahaa...NO

10. Thin or fat?
tough! ahahhaa... very the comfy2 to hug.. hahahhaa

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
fair.. turn on! ahahahhahaha... i dunt want white as in pale.. i want fair...

12. Long hair or short hair?
hrmmmmm... anythng that looks good on him larh...i flexible.. but i thnk short kowt.. not too short...no RAMBUT TENTERA here please! (ape nme haircut 2 arh?? lpe2..)

13. Plastic or metal? * cute or pretty?
ahahahhaa... metal larh yet cute for me..ahhahahaha..hows that? hmmm...

14. Smells good?
ABSOLUTELY!!!!!!!!

15. Smoker?
hurmm... dunt mind... not heavy smoker larh...

16. Drinker?
haaa... nie NO! i can tolerate smoker.. but this.. NA-AH!

17. Boy-next-door type?
hrmmmmm... dunt mind bout it kowt... ahakz...

18. Muscular?
ouh gosh..*pengsan,bgun blek.. pengsan.. den bgun for real* please2... *drooling all over* hahah

19. Plays piano?
guitar or drum.. piano klau with style den ok.. (lyke EDWARD!!!)

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
ahak2.. bonus for me...

21. Plays violin?
errrrrr....cc? ahahahaha.. NO!

22. Sings very good?
ouh god please.. i really love it if he can sing me a song... WITH his beautiful voice... no soprano or wut eva u may call it! a big NO2!!!

23. Vain?
hrmmmmm... boring.. -_- sooo MEAN GIRLS! aaahahah

24. With glasses?
dunt mind...

25. With bracess?
hrmmmm.. temporary.. so dunt mind.. but! it must be clean! nothing yuks2 visible!

26. Shy type?
shy? errrrrr...please larh.. i dunt want da tooooo shy2 cat type.. *nk pegi mne2..tolak2 i sruh pegi dlu*... gosh! messing with me big tyme!

27. Rebel or good boy?
hrmmmm.. tough one... in between!

28. Active or passive?
Active please... i dunt want a potato couch with me yewr... boring... not tooo active! no mountain climbing n stuff! n please.. dunt be a nature lover! in other words..no camping!!!!!

29. Tight or bomb? * hot or sexy ?
tighty bomby! ahaaha.. BOTH!!!

30. Singer or dancer?
both.. normal singing and dancing.. i didnt ask for a professional singer or dancer.. as long he doesnt sound lyke a frog or his body is not lyke steel.. than that's ok kowt.. have rhythm!! got it?

31. stunner?
hrmmmmmm..not necessary..

32. Hip hop?
hrmmmm.. hahahha.. x pyh larh smpai dress up pown cm rapper kn.. da music will do.. i love em too

33. Earrings?
i admit.. u maybe look kindda sexy with earrings... but no! not for me! not for ma man! thank u...

34. Mr. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
come on larh.. do u thnk i give a damn bout ur exs??

35. Dimples?
ouh gosh! sooo bloody cute.. but as bell said.. dunt try too hard to make it visible larh.. maybe when he really laughs his heart out or when he smiles at me.. then u can see it.. goshhh... *melting2*

36. Bookworm?
hrmmmmm... im not gonna put it as BOOKWORM! hrmmmm.. he loves to read.. haaa.. that's better! ahahhaaa..bookworm cm nerdie larh pulak.. -_-

37. Mr. love letter?
i dunt mind.. but please dunt expect me to reply...be creative larh... i'm gonna do smthng else.. but not love letters.. im not from romeo n juliet or macbeth era ok..please...

38. Playful?
aahha..cute.. but.. x over! mnyampah

39. Flirt?
hrmmmmmm.. jgn over sudah...

40. Poem writer?
hrmmmm.. if u wanna write smthng about me..than i cant help it larh.. but! if u keep writing poem n u want me to understand all of em.. sorry seems to be the HARDEST word larh... gimme song! i prefer that! u dunt have to make ur own... i'll take the message from that song..got it?

41. Serious?
not toooo serious! please.. takowt ak...

42. Campus crush?
hrmmmmmm... dunt mind

43. Painter?
dunt mind either... its his stuff... dunt wanna mess with it... let him do his thing...

44. Religious?
yes. but! as bell mentioned before...open minded.. not those who stop me from doing whatever i wanna do... but still religious.. got it?? advice care elok arh...

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
total turn off! had enough of this kindda people..bunch of losers....

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
no2! neither... ahahaha... no geeks n freaks please...

47. Speaks 20 languages?
errrrrr..too much... tip top in english would be fine.. than french (bonus).. walalaweyh.. hawtie.. ahaha...

48. Loyal or faithful?
faithful...

49. good kisser?
ouh please!!!!

50. emotional or cool ?
cool... emotional cm ngade2.. i dunt wanna waste my tyme pegi pujuk dye over n over again errrrkkk.. den nangis2 kt i... i takowt i gelak jewr... tlng kurangkn part nangis2 2 eyh...soooo.. bye2 larh cm 2h...cool larh weyh.. i noe guys have feelings too.. but emotional sket2 ok larh.. i trime ngn hati terbuka gler siap ade red carpet lg!

seeee...what do u guys think personally? is it choosy or a normal typical teenage girl??? ahahahaha.. i think i should stop dreaming kn? sbb.. life is not that wonderful n there are things that will not go ur way... sooo dyana! snap out of ur wildest dream n start HUNTING gurlfren! ahahahahahahahaha... ok.. now i sound lyke a crocodile hunter.. -_-

you know you love me,xoxo
D

blank @_@

2009-11-11T01:08:00.002+08:00

pernah x korunk rse nk update.. mmg tergdik2 gler nk update blog.. tp... xde idea.. hrmmm..

p/s: moon.. i believe i DO have short posts okeyh...

you know you love me,xoxo
D

DYANA'S WEDDING FANTASY?? 0_0

2009-11-08T01:40:00.011+08:00

i mentioned in my previous post ryte my imaginations run wild? well..part of my imagination is that..

1) during my wedding reception.. i want everyone to wear MJ's military jacket! then.. on the dance floor.. ALL OF US... when i say all.. i mean ALL of us..dance to THRILLER!!!!!! OMG!!!!!! i already have my own THEME!!!!!!! omg!!!! that would be the most memorable wedding ever!!!! MY MAK TOK will be dancing to THRILLER!!! double GOSH!! wuhuuuu!!!!! hahahaha... ok.. if that's too much to ask for.. i wish..

2) my future husband will wear it! hahahaha..him alone...but the guest still have to dance to thriller! ahahahhahaa... or2..

3) my birthday party with all the guest wearing that military jacket inspired by MJ! tadaaa!! and then dance to THRILLER!!!! haaaaaa... what do you think??? that would be the coolest thing ever dunt u think?.. well at least i didnt ask u guys to wear the pants! haaaaa..

n guess what i've prepared for u guys??!!!! ahahaha

TADAAAA!!!!!

gents... this looks cool! wallaaa! u dunt wanna be a macho man...(BEAT IT)

ladies... diz one looks gud... u can wear it in whatever colour u want! ulalala.. hawtie mamasita! oppsss... wrong one...YES MADAM!

aaawwwwwww...kiddies!!!! u guys are still my priority! u have to wear this.. cuteness is in town! gosh!!!

or.. if u want other choices..ahhaahahah...this is sooooo bling2! (save duit spotlight wedding aku nnt).....

den... u people will be doing these!!!

or this?

and even this!!!

not to forget thisssss... ahahahhhaaa

well people... chill2... if some of u who didnt memorize the step yet or just couldnt catch up even u've watch it a thousand times... i've prepared something for you tooo!!!!!!

DOUBLE TADAAAAA!!!!!

it IS tiny i noe..but.. what's the use of google? go n google urself! ahahah...

so peeps! what are you waiting for????!!!!

hahahahahaahahaa...=D

you know you love me! xoxo
D

THIS IS IT <3

2009-11-08T00:28:00.006+08:00

THIS IS IT.... what can i say bout it? fantastic? marvelous? awesome? brilliant? genius? what else? just add in the vocab peeps...maybe some of u thinks that i somehow over-rated this.. but.. in my personal opinion.. that THIS IS IT.. really2 touched my heart.. deep deep inside... it might sound didie being melancholy all over again... i just can't help it... just look at his spirit.. the way he move.. the way he interact with his crew.. the way he state his own personal opinion on the songs... its simply MICHAEL JACKSON...

gosh! can u imagine.. he knows exactly what he wants... EXACTLY!!! for example.. they're rehearsing a song... then he's working with one of the musician on which part to drag n which part to eliminate.. gosh..they've been working on that until we can't even hear the difference... its too detail... he is very focus... he really looked at the small parts.. how he wants it.. he's very particular...not perfectionist.. like some might claim..but he just know what he wants... he have beautiful voice.. and not to forget.. he inspire others to dance.. moonwalk peeps~ at that age... (50).. he can keep up with those 25 years old dancers.. half his age... he's just great!

the way he interact with his fellow crews.. gosh! SOFT-SPOKEN!!! i never heard him yell or shout if there's something goes wrong or its not what he wants...come to think of it.. he's the KING! there's no diva-ish personality in him...lyke most of our performers today.. (sorry to say~ heeee...still love u guys! keep producing marvelous songs) with his low i mean it..very low voice.. he'll state out what he wants and what is lack in that song or performance... how he handles the ques..gosh! no wonder people called him the KING! he deserved it more than anyone else....

how people love him! u can see it obviously everywhere after his death.. in this "movie"... he is loved by EVERYONE.. from the dancers to the musicians to Kenny Ortega himself... he listened to others.. accept other people's views and opinions.. his main goal is to have the best come back for his fans... and im really touched when someone did something for him.. he'll say.. "god bless you".. over and over and over and over again! throughout the movie.. i've heard him saying it.. how nice of him.. goshhh!!!

although he is the KING.. he still care bout the nature.. in that "movie".. i heard him said that he really concern bout the nature..and we must save our planet because it is sick..the earth is having a fever... if we overlook our responsibilities.. in 4 years time.. its just too late... he said that he is mad whenever there is any deforestation with the size of a football field or worse... it will hurt the planet more...and he loves to produce songs related to the nature... the best example is of course.. HEAL THE WORLD...

i was kindda disappointed because all his hard work are all in vain... gosh! how i wish in thousand years that he is still here with all of his fans to celebrate his come-back... THIS IS IT is going to be a phenomenon... the music.. the lighting..the special effects..the dancers..the story from all the songs he's performing.. the gimmicks.. and last but never least.. THE STAR..THE KING himself.. all this combination will produce a marvelous show.. its going to be the best thing ever! eventhough i only stand a chance to watch it in the cinema.. but.. my imagination runs wild people.. ahaha..

last paragraph... i just wish im in my mum's place now.. she grew up listening to his song... in other words.. she grow up WITH him! isnt that lucky??? to experience all the masterpiece.. first-hand.. we should consider ourselves the second-hands... ahhaha.. ignore2.. u got what im saying? the impact that my mum felt shld be different than us.. i shall say.. THE NEW GENERATION!.. i wish i can just "know" him better! there! i say it... i wanna have the chance to follow all his ups and downs in life...i dunt wanna noe him thru books.. thicker books.. n thickest books of em all! its true what people said... when someone is no longer with you..then you'll realise that you didnt appreciate them well enough... gosh!!!! i realised that i've been saying "i wished.." n "i wanna".. but.. dyana.. back in reality.. nothing is left for u dear... sorry... so.. that's it people.. my very own review on MJ's THIS IS IT!

you know you love me,xoxo
D

MUET THE SEQUEL

2009-11-07T23:23:00.003+08:00

ok.... im done with MUET!!! "thats the way ahak2 i lyke it ahak2..." phewww... done done n sooooo done! what more can i say people...

READING: the passages are just too long n BORING!... thank god i didnt fall asleep
WRITING: the first one was a bit difficult... because we've never done that before... the second one.. hrmmm... not bad i guess
LISTENING: well2.. wut do we have here... part 1 n 2 are just fine... however..in part 3.. i think i screwed up a lil bit.. but.. we should learn from our mistake...

well... one of the passage in READING kindda attract me... about the eldest child in the family's behavior... well..based on the research... eldest child most of em are the most conscientious of the siblings n for the labels... MR @ MISS RESPONSIBLE goes to the eldest??? shocking i know... but what do u think??? hrmmm... n they also said bout the second one or the youngest or in an easier way.. not the eldest.. they are the whiner, the sneak out.. n many other n it also said that the younger siblings are more likely to take chances....they are more free compared to the elder ones..

hohoho... this can be applied to my situation... well NOT the responsible part n stuff.. i mean the last part... they can take chances and free.. ok.. put me in the situation.. my parents are hoping that someday i can become a doctor..(sooo not me!), a lawyer..(hopefully).. an architect @ even engineer..(where did they even get the idea?).. they want me to have a profesional job... as for me.. its a different case.. i prefer performing arts.. but i know.. my parents wont even let me get close to it... for them it is nothing.. useless n yadaa yadaa yadaa.. i tell u.. im gonna have to deal with the "LOOK" throughout my whole life if i insist on P.A!! but that is what i LIKE.. n dunt u think that when u are in universities.. u should take stuff that u like? but never mind... law is ok i guess (no science!).. i know.. most of u will say.. "D... ur parents know whats the best for u.."... ok! point taken... but.. its different for Daniel.. my younger brother.. my parents didnt push him to struggle lyke damn hard...he wants to be a chef... (before this a steward)... everything is OK.. hrmmmm.. i wonder why! but..seriously..daniel can cook! better than me of course! (ok.. that part is not necessary i guess since i don't cook at all.. i mean dunt noe how to at all) .. i should get myself a cook book for dummies... *sigh*

so? what about u?? what do u think? are u against or for this situation???

after MUET.. i rushed home to go to OU.. THIS IS IT baby!!!!!! my mum n brothers are already there.. smngat taw mak ak! after this i'll review on THIS IS IT

you know you love me,xoxo
D

U kidding me right?

2009-11-06T22:32:00.005+08:00

ok.. we are in Malaysia.. there's no Manhattan here.. except for the Manhattan fish blablabla..but.. we do have smthng that we can relate to those people there.. we have Gossip Girl in town.. gosh.. i woke up this morning n i called my two favourite boys.. both of em pown just woke up.. so i dunt feel lyke im da terrible one there.. bcoz its almost 12.30.. or so..den yadaa yadaa yadaa.. i found out bout the blog.. the blog who calls themselves gossip gal.. n they're gonna cover all the juicy2 gossip bout ALL asasi students regardless their popularity meter...n guess wut? i was soooo out-dated.. i just knew about it.. but wtf? well.. it seems lyke.. our lyfe.. i mean the law students.. asasi students to be precise.. is gonna be.. i dunt noe how to describe.. miserable maybe? well... due to this blog' s existance.. friends dont believe one another.. people are questioning those who are not involved or should i say the innocent.. and it is somehow gonna cause havoc or smthng similar larh..because.. well.. these gossip girls are among us.. they are 24/7 with us... sooo... its pretty kindda hard to share secrets now i guess..or should i put it as MOST of the things are better left unsaid...but wut evs.. i dunt wanna get involved.. i just pity who had been dragged in or so... its just that.. leave me out of this.. im telling u... that's it....

well.. i was just wondering.. since we have gossip girl in town.. can i have my CHUCK BASS now?? heeeee...

you know you love me,xoxo
D

PERFECT ENDING?

2009-11-06T18:51:00.002+08:00

is there such thing as perfect ending people? wellll... i dunno... i just watched ANGUS,THONGS n perfect SNOGGING... i bought the cd few months back... hardly rmmber... i love the ending though... u must've been asking y? even if u dunt give a damn..im still telling u... welll.. there are obvious reasons...

1) damn f***ing hawt guy! goshhhh.. y do this only happen in movies? a girl lyke me can only dream...*sigh*

2) da best surprise birthday party ever!!!!!! *gosh how i love it!!!*

3) gurlfrens who are always with you.. im not saying that my SE7EN is not with me.. its just that.. we're in different places now.. no more hanging around n do stuff together...

4) high school crush who ends up to be ur bloody boyfriend.. how i wish in million years it would happen...

5) high school bitch who turned out to have fake boobs! n her ugly little secret bein revealed in public.. yikess... loads of drama goin on...

i think thats it.... well.. its just a movie review i guess.. well.. if a not-so-hawtie-blondy-girly-girl can have what she wants... i can have em too rite?? i can dream can i??

you know you love me,xoxo
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